Perhaps Einar will know when he returns.â
âWhat about his other men?â
âLet them remain on the beach. I doubt theyâll try to attack us, âtwould be suicide. There is no reason to try another attack on them, even though the storm still rages and we could possibly surprise them. There is no reason to cut their warships away now. Besides, Einar will want to capture those warships and add them to his own fleet.â
Mirana walked to the fire pit and dipped a big wooden spoon into the iron pot. She filled her wooden bowl with porridge. She added butter and walked to the long benches that lined the longhouseâs walls. She sat next to a snoring man. She forced herself to eat, calmly, methodically.
What had Einar done to earn this manâs hatred?
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He was awake and he welcomed the pain. The pain pleased him because he knew now he was alive; he also knew he could control the pain and he had, for heâd thought and thought, knowing he was in very serious trouble. He was in a dimly lit sleeping chamber, alone. Then he heard a voice coming nearer and quickly closed his eyes. It was the womanâs voice, softand quiet, and she was saying to someone, âHeâs been sleeping for nearly two full days. Iâve fed him but he hasnât acknowledged me, refuses to acknowledge me. Heâs just eaten broth and porridge. He should awaken soon for he has slept many hours now. Einar will be here tomorrow.â She gave a short laugh that held no humor at all. âBy then he should be well enough for Einar to torture before he kills him.â
âItâs the way of things,â a man said. It was the man whoâd sent the knife into his shoulder, the man whoâd shouted that he wasnât to be killed. He said now, âI must go, Mirana. Take care. No matter his wound, he is still a man and a Viking and he would kill you if he could.â
He heard the rustle of her skirt, felt her hand on his forehead, felt the warmth of her breath on his cheek. He wanted to open his eyes but he didnât. He would wait.
She said, âIâve brought you some more porridge. You must eat more and regain your strength. I have put honey on it, âtwill give you vigor and add sweetness to your mouth. I know youâre awake. You have but to lie still and open your mouth. I will feed you just as I have before.â
Still, he made no move. She stood there staring down at him, wondering about him, if he had a wife, family, and where they lived. She wished sheâd let him die, quickly, honorably, but she realized now that she simply couldnât. There was something about him that drew her. It was odd, but it was true. She would not be responsible for his death. She had always admired strength and courage, and he had that in abundance, but it was something more than that, something she didnât understand. She wouldnât, couldnât, have let him die, for even in the rain-sodden outer yard when heâdbeen surrounded with men, Gunleikâs knife sticking obscenely from his shoulder, sheâd had to step forward, sheâd had to stop it, for she knew she couldnât let him die. And he would have died for he was too far into his rage, too deep into the battle and into himself to allow himself to withdraw, to allow himself to realize heâd lost and give up his weapons. He needed strength now and she was determined he would have it, and thus she said again, âOpen your mouth and I will feed you.â
He opened his eyes and looked at her. He remembered her now, the witch with all the black hair and the pale face, her hand outstretched toward him. He remembered the rain striking down her face, plastering her hair to her head, rain dripping from her lashes. She was looking at him, her expression calm, unworried. Did she believe him to be so very weak? So helpless?
She sat down beside him and put the wooden spoon to his mouth. He opened his mouth and ate.