hung it up entirely and started ranching full-time. Iâd just come back from overseas when the fire was set. It was obvious afterward that Iâd been careless and let one of Lopezâs men track me back to Wyoming. Iâve had to live with it ever since.â
She studied his lean, stark profile with quiet, curious eyes. âWas it the adrenaline rush you couldnât live with out, or was it the confinement of marriage that you couldnât live with?â
His green eyes glittered dangerously. âYou ask too damned many questions!â
She shrugged. âYou started it. I had no idea that you were anything more than a rancher. Your foreman, Harley Fowler, likes to tell people that heâs one of those dashing professional soldiers, you know. But he isnât.â
The statement surprised him. âHow do you know he isnât?â he asked.
âBecause I asked him if heâd ever done the Fan Dance and he didnât know what I was talking about.â
He stopped the truck in the middle of the road and just stared at her. âWho told you about that? Your husband?â
âHe knew about the British Special Air Services, but mostly just what I told himâincluding that bit about the Fan Dance, one of their rigorous training tests.â She smiled self-consciously. âI guess it sounds strange, but I love reading books about them. Theyâre really some thing, like the French Foreign Legion, you know. A group of men so highly trained, so specialized, that theyâre the scourge of terrorists the world over. They go everywhere, covertly, to rescue hostages and gather intelligence about terrorist groups.â She sighed and closed her eyes, oblivious to the expression of the man watching her. âIâd be scared to death to do anything like that, but I admire people who can. Itâs a way of testing your self, isnât it, so that you know how you react under the most deadly pressure. Most of us never face physical violence. Those men have.â Her eyes opened. âMen like you.â
He felt his cheeks go hot. She was intriguing. He began to understand why Walt had married her. âHow old are you?â he asked bluntly.
âOld enough to get pregnant,â she told him pertly. âAnd thatâs all youâre getting out of me.â
His green eyes narrowed. She was very young, therewas no doubt about that. He didnât like the idea of her being in danger. He didnât like the idea of the man Luke Craig had sent over to look out for her, either. He was going to see about that.
âHow old are you, if weâre getting personal?â she asked.
âOlder than you are,â he returned mockingly.
She grimaced. âWell, youâve got scars and lines in your face, and a little gray at your temples, but I doubt youâre over thirty-five.â
His eyebrows arched almost to his hairline.
âIâd like you to be my babyâs godfather when heâs born,â she continued bluntly. âI think Walt would have liked that, too. He spoke very highly of you, although he didnât say much about your background. I was curious about that. Now I understand why he was so secretive.â
âIâve never been a godfather,â he said curtly.
âThatâs okay. Iâve never been a mother.â She frowned. âCome to think of it, the baby hasnât been a baby before, either.â She looked down at her flat belly and smiled tenderly, tracing it. âWe can all start even.â
âDid you love your husband?â
She looked up at him. âDid you love your wife?â she countered instantly.
He didnât like looking at her belly, remembering.He started down the road again, at a greater speed. âShe said she loved me, when we married,â he said evasively.
Poor woman, Lisa thought. And poor little boy, to die so young, and in such a horrible way. She wondered if the taciturn