was
in his fifties, he would have been a young man during some of
the worst days in the seventies. It might be a sensitive
subject.
Babur arrived
with their food, deposited it, and left, still radiating
disapproval. Whelan looked after him, grinning, and then turned
to her.
"I believe our
mutual friend Babur is concerned for your virtue."
"He needn't be,"
she replied lightly, sounding more confident than she felt, and
trying to hold his gaze. She realized that his eyes were hazel,
mostly brown but with a slight tint of green.
"I'm wounded," he
responded in the same tone, adding, "Am I as unattractive as all
that? I must be getting old." Rascal, she thought. You know very
well how good looking you are.
"No, it's just
that... you seem to be well supplied with female friends
already. Adding another one could dangerously tax the strength
of a man your age."
He chuckled and
raised his glass. "I see. You're really twisting the knife now."
"Well, then,
let's say instead that when I'm sleeping with a man, I like to
have his full attention."
"You've certainly
got mine now," he said, sitting up straighter and then leaning
toward her with an exaggerated leer.
She felt her
cheeks burning. How could I have said something so crude? she
thought, and then: my face must be bright red.
After a few
moments, he slowly said, "Did you know that when you blush, the
color travels all the way down your neck?" His gaze slid down to
her chest and back up to her face. She was wearing a silky brown
top with a deep V-neck, and a simple strand of faceted,
colorless crystal beads. It was true; once she had looked in the
mirror after a particularly trying faculty meeting, only to see
that there were blotches of pink on her neck and chest. Now she
only shook her head, speechless.
"Have some
water," he said then.
She took a drink
of the water, then set it down. "Sorry. I'm not used to
flirtatious conversations with men. I spend most of my time with
books, but I can see I've been missing out on a great deal."
"What do you
do?" he asked.
"I teach English
at a university in Pennsylvania."
"Pennsylvania?
I've been to Philadelphia, once. And New York City, of course."
As they ate, they talked about travel and Americans visiting
Britain, and the British and Irish visiting America, and his
acquaintances at the New
York Times and the Daily
News , and she felt the flames on her face and chest begin
to recede. He asked about the reason for her visit.
"I'm here on a
research leave. I study the libraries of British writers. Right
now, I'm trying to gather information on eighteenth-century
authors."
"Ah, that
explains it. I thought you looked a bit like a librarian. A
couple of times, you wore a white blouse with a cardigan. Put me
in mind of the librarian in my grammar school."
So he had noticed
her. She set this aside to ponder later, and replied coolly,
"Yes, I brought only my dowdiest clothing on this trip. Dressing
like a librarian tends to prevent unwanted advances from strange
men. Usually, that is."
He smiled. "Ah,
but your strategy is all wrong," he said, and leaned forward
conspiratorially. "A naughty librarian is like catmint for men
in London."
She laughed at
the absurdity of the exchange, but also with the pleasure of it.
Here she was, conducting a flirtation with a virtual stranger.
This had to be very tame stuff by some people's standards, but
to her it was exciting. He was exciting, she corrected herself.
She couldn't imagine having this conversation with any other man
she knew.
"And the
librarian in your grammar school. Was she naughty?"
"Very."
Eventually Babur
brought two checks, without asking whether they wanted dessert.
"If you live near here, may I walk you to your flat?" he said
Terry Ravenscroft, Ravenscroft