tea.
âI believe youâll do your best.â She grabbed his hand. âBut right now we need to pray for our meal, and ask God to continue to guide our future.â Monica closed her eyes.
Job shut his eyes, but he didnât feel like offering any words up to the Lord. As far as he was concerned, Monica was only half right. His actions alone would determine their future. God was a figure-head for Sunday worship, not an immortal to lean on for life direction.
Monica opened her eyes. âIâm searching in Phoenix for a job myself. Just a back-up, you know what I mean?â She sounded almost apologetic.
Job wouldâve felt better had he been able to tell Monica that her job searching wouldnât be necessary and that his income would be sufficient. But he had been forced from a six-figure range down toâif the teaching position was given to himâthe middle five figures. He pulled at the edges of the postal package. âHey, honey,â he said, âlet me ask you something ...â
Monica paused and turned to him. âHmm?â âAre you happy with our move?â he asked.
âI love the west and Phoenix is beautiful. Itâs an excellent opportunity for both of us.â She sighed and looked Job square in the eyes. âIf we donât foul it up.â
His thoughts lingered on the falsified employment application. He wondered just how Monica would react if she had all the facts about what had caused the realty firmâs dissolve. He had to keep certain details buried from then to eternity. âI just want to know how you feel, thatâs all.â
Monica squinted, as though she was assessing Job from head to toe. âStop racking your brain over how I feel,â she told him. âIâm okay.â
Monica would, after all, be closer to her roots with the move. She was born in Nevada as part Lovelock Paiute, part Italian, and part African American. He had landed himself a multi-cultural woman. But at a quick glimpse, most would simply say, Black . He glanced at his plate, noticing that it was paper.
âSo I guess youâve packed the real stuff,â he said as he gathered the last bites of food.
âIf it makes you feel any better,â she tapped an empty dish, âknow that itâs Chinet, not just any paper plate. Iâve packed most of the real china, which is more than I can say for you. You do understand that the closing, c-l-o-s-in-g, is in two weeks?â
âPlease donât remind me. I know weâve really gotta step up and find a house.â
âIâm waiting on your lead.â
Job assured Monica that he had talked to a relocation specialist about certain subdivisions inside and outside of Phoenixâs city limits, and a list of potential houses would be emailed to them in a couple of days. âRemember, this is my expertise.â
After silence thickened the air for a momentâs time, Monica said, âI donât want God taking His hand off us like He did a few months ago.â
Job stopped eating and glared. âGod has nothing to do with any of the things that happened, good or bad. If we do what weâre supposed to do, weâll be able to see our way again. Clearly.â
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It was on the following day that Job packed and emptied the home office. Monica rewarded him that evening with hours of physical love that had been withheld until he had done what she had been begging him to do.
The master suite was bare except for their makeshift bed of a bedspring with a mattress. A bowl of leftover kiwi was at her feet with lavender scented candles marking the four corners of the room. Remnants of his Fahrenheit cologne adorned her nostrils. The last track of Grover Washingtonâs Winelight CD reminded her that the portable player was still on.
Job was the first to rise out of bed about 6:00 A.M. , Wednesday. Monicaâs eyes traced up his spine to the neck and head she had