urge to vomit.
âSheâs a freak,â Hank said.
âSheâs my little sister. This is our home.â
âSheâs a freak,â Hank said. âAnd this house is east of First Avenue. This is a no-freak zone.â
âMan, come on,â Derek pleaded. âSheâs not hurting anyone.â
âItâs not about that,â a boy named Turk said. He had a weak leg, a limp that made it impossible not to recognize him. âFreaks with freaks, normals with normals. Thatâs the way it has to be.â
âAll she does isââ
Hankâs slap stung. âShut up. Traitor. A normal who stands up for a freak gets treated like a freak. Is that what you want?â
âBesides,â the fat boy said with a giggle, âweâre taking it easy on her. We were going to fix her so she could never sing again. Or talk. If you know what I mean.â
He pulled a knife from a sheath in the small of his back. âDo you, Derek? Do you understand?â
Derekâs resistance died.
âThe Leader showed mercy,â Turk said. âBut the Leaderisnât weak. So this freak either goes west, over the border right now. Orâ¦â He let the threat hang there.
Jillâs tears flowed freely. She could barely breathe because her nose was running. Derek could see that by the way she sucked tape into her mouth, trying for air. She would suffocate if they didnât let her go soon.
âLet me at least get her doll,â Derek said.
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âItâs Panda.â
Caine rose through layers of dream and nightmare, like pushing his way through thick curtains that draped his arms and legs and made his every move tiring.
He blinked. Still dark. Night.
The voice had no obvious source, but he recognized it, anyway. Even if there had been light he might not have seen the boy with the power to fade away and almost disappear. âBug. Why are you bothering me?â
âPanda. I think heâs dead.â
âHave you checked his breathing? Listened to his heart?â Then another thought occurred to him. âWhy are you waking me up to tell me someoneâs dead?â
Bug didnât answer. Caine waited, but Bug still couldnât say it out loud.
âDo what you gotta do,â Caine said.
âWe canât get at him. He didnât just die. He got in the car, right? The green one?â
Caine shook his head, trying to wake up all the way, trying to make the trip back to full consciousness. But the layersof dream and nightmare, and memory, too, dragged at him, confused his brain.
âThereâs no gas in that car,â Caine said.
âHe pushed it. Till it got rolling,â Bug said. âThen he jumped in. It rolled on down the road. Until he got to the bend.â
âThereâs a railing there,â Caine said.
âHe went through it. Crash. Bumpety-bump all the way down. Itâs a long way down. Me and Penny just climbed down, so I know itâs a long way down.â
Caine wanted this to stop. He didnât want to have to hear the next part. Panda had been okay. Not a horrible kid. Not like some of Caineâs few remaining followers.
Maybe that explained why he would drive a car off a cliff.
âAnyway, heâs totally dead,â Bug said. âMe and Penny got him out. But we canât get him up the cliff.â
Caine got to his feet. Legs shaky, stomach like a black hole, mind filled with darkness. âShow me,â he said.
They walked out into the night. Feet crunched on gravel now interrupted by tall weeds. Poor old Coates Academy, Caine thought. It had always been so meticulously maintained back in the old days. The headmaster would definitely not have approved of the big blast hole in the front of the building, or the garbage strewn here and there in the overgrown grass.
It wasnât a long walk. Caine did not speak. He used Bug sometimes; Bug was useful. But the little creep was not