future of this country? In what way would her being angry at the government, or the newsreader, change anything?
We all sat and thought about the killings and the families of the dead people until Mum decided that it was OK to start eating. As though waiting until our food was thoroughly cold was our small way of honouring those who had lost their lives.
âYummy!â I said after a silence. âThis is delicious. Well done, Marta!â
Dad shook his head at me.
âDoes no one have anything cheerful to talk about?â I asked.
âThe under-12s netball team is being announced on Monday,â said Beth, âand Juffrou [*] Kat said Iâll be in it. Well, she said maybe, but she winked, so Iâm pretty sure.â
âGood girl!â said Dad.
âAnd,â Beth continued, âand, for camp, next year, guess where weâre going? Guess!â
âSun City,â I replied.
âDonât be a spaz,â said Beth.
âWhere then?â
âStrandfontein! Weâre going to the beach!â
âRubbish. Theyâll never take you there. Theyâll take you to Juffrou du Plessisâ farm, because thatâs where the standard fives [**] always go.â
âThis time itâs different. Juffrou said itâs because weâre the best year. All the teachers think so.â
âSorry to crash the party, but I have even better news,â said Dad.
He waited, enjoying a rare moment of our full attention. âMy book is finally due to be out next year.â
âFantastic!â said Mum.
âWhat are you going to call it, Dad?â asked Beth.
â
Hot Rocks and Flirty Fossils
.â
âTimothy!â Mum groaned.
âThatâs more likely to sell than âA Palaeontological History of the Cederberg Regionâ.â He turned to me. âHow about you, princess? Any good news to share?â
âNothing,â I said. âBut donât let that dampen the mood.â
âOh, darling! The sweet agony of being fifteen!â said Mum.
I rolled my eyes.
âAll those hormones, all those
feelings
,â said Beth, shaking her head.
âHello! Youâre eleven years old. What do you know?â
Dad put down his fork and cleared his throat. âBeth, under no circumstances are you to enter adolescence until Meg is safely out the other side. This household will not survive both of you wandering the valley of despair at the same time.â
âSo hurry up!â said Beth, leaning forward over the table.
âActually, I have some good news,â said Mum.
âYouâre pregnant!â said Beth.
I snorted.
âPregnant?â Mum looked confused. âNo! Thank God,â she added, which caused Dad to sink. âMy friend Bibi wants to write a feature for an English newspaper on the AIDS education Iâm doing. Isnât that great?â She put a forkful into her mouth and chewed on it for a moment. âWho knows, maybe weâll even get some funding out of it.â
âI thought you said you had good news,â I said. It slipped out too quickly. I glanced at Mum to see her reaction. She made a show of breathing in slowly.
âWhen are you going to stop this?â Beth asked.
Mum looked at Beth. âSweetheart, if by âthisâ you mean telling very poor, uneducated people how they can avoid getting a disease that will kill them and their children, the answer is Iâm not. Itâs important.â
âNo, itâs not,â replied Beth, unusually stubborn.
âYes, it is,â Mum laughed, her eyes darting to Dad for support.
âYouâre not listening!â I said.
âHow about for once in your life ââ Mum started, her voice rising.
âRonelâs mum says youâre upsetting the volk and making the famers cross,â Beth spoke over her. Her face was red. âAnd everyone wants you to stop.â
â
Every
one,â I