about?â he whispered.
I shook my head. I didnât have a clue.
âAre you sure Jimmy heard right?â Mama asked. âYou know how things get twisted around in this town.â
âNot this time. He was there when it went to the vote.â The couch groaned as Daddy moved again. âI hate to say it, Lily, but we have to face facts. If Pete Winningham gets his way, this house will be history before the summerâs out.â
I gasped so loud I was afraid Iâd given us away. Benzer nudged me with his elbow, his eyes wide in the flashlightâs glare.
âI donât understand. Jimmy said the majority were voting our way. He assured us!â My motherâs voice cracked on the last note.
âI guess a couple of people must have changed their minds at the last second.â
I could hear Mama start to cry. I turned the flashlight off and put my knuckle in my mouth. I was glad Benzer couldnât see my face.
âLily, please donât worry,â I heard Daddy say. âWe knew this might happen. Thatâs why I spoke with those Knoxville attorneys. Theyâve already agreed to take the case if it comes down to it.â
âBut they said there were no guarantees weâd win, and they wonât even start without the retainer. Where are we going to get twenty-five thousand dollars?â
I fanned my face with one hand. The tiny room was getting hot.
âIâve got some things in the shop ready for the Nashville flea market,â Daddy said. âWeâll clean up the yard and sell everything thatâs worth anything.â
Mama was quiet. I guessed she was calculating what all those rusty refrigerators were really worth. We just sold Mr. Otto from Sparta three of the better ones for two hundred dollars, and that was a good deal. I must have been right, because a second later, she started crying again.
âLily, you know weâve been in tough spots before. Weâll figure something out. We always do.â
Mama blew her nose. âI reckon youâre right. I still have some art to send out. Maybe Iâll find a rich buyer.â
Daddy paused. Mamaâs art sales had never even covered the cost of her paintbrushes. âWeâll talk about it tonight. Louâs bound to be back soon.â
âLord, donât let her find out. Sheâd plan an assault on the county.â
He laughed, a short, sharp bark. âThatâll be plan B. Câmon now. Is lunch ready? Iâve never had a problem that your chicken salad couldnât fix.â
We sat in the darkness, listening to them leave.
âLou,â Benzer whispered, âwe should get out while theyâre in the kitchen.â
I put a shaking hand on the bookcase and pushed it open. Light spilled in, and I saw Benzerâs face, serious and sad. I wondered if mine looked as bad as his.
We closed the bookcase, and I put the Bible back on the shelf, then we tiptoed to the front door.
I didnât trust myself to speak until weâd cleared the porch and walked around the yard, through the wooden gate, and into the junkyard. Luckily, no customers were around. I stopped in the shade of the scrap metal pile.
âLou? Are you okay?â Benzer asked.
It suddenly occurred to me I should sit down before my legs gave way. I plopped in the dirt.
âLou?â Benzer said again, softly. âWhat are you going to do?â
I looked around me at the junk piled everywhere. The back of my house was visible over the wooden fence, and over the roof of my house the top of the old oak that brushed against my window and kept me up at night. I tried to imagine the house gone, knocked down and carted off in dump trucks like the one we owned.
I shook my head and answered honestly. âI donât know yet.â But one thing was for sure, I was not about to sit around and let this all become history.
From the diary of Louise Duncan Mayhew
January 1861
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