the radio to fill the quiet.
Ten minutes later, my mom parked the truck in the fire lane in front of the school. It was almost 7:25, and I hopped down and walked real fast, tugging her toward the main entrance. Two boys I didnât recognize walked out just as we got there. Both were big and hulking and my mom looked them over before turning to me and tilting her head in a way that asked if I was really sure I wanted to do this.
I flung open the door and held it. âAfter you.â
In she went and we marched up to the table in the front hall of the school just outside the principalâs office. The fluorescent lights above the table glowed, but the rest of the hallways were dark and eerie, and it made the whole thing seem like a dream, whichmade me think about how it was a dream, a dream come true. Me, playing football. Finally.
Jason Simpkinâs dad sat on the other side of the table with a man who I thought I recognized as the father of Bryan Markham, one of the biggest, strongestâalso meanestâkids in the third grade. I knew from talk at school that Bryanâs dad was Mr. Simpkinâs assistant and had himself played middle linebacker at Baylor. While Mr. Simpkin, the former SMU center, reminded me of a neckless rhino, Mr. Markham was more like a balding gorilla, complete with long arms and dark furry hair on the backs of his pale hands and neck. In his mouth was the unlit stub of a fat greenish cigar. The two youth-league coaches were in the process of gathering up their papers when they saw us, stopped, and looked at each other. I thought Mr. Markham rolled his eyes, but the sudden chill I felt left me uncertain of exactly what I had seen.
âHey!â Mr. Simpkin found his smile and rubbed his forehead with a thick stubby hand. âJasonâs little buddy . . .â
My mom extended her hand. âRyan. Heâs Ryan. Iâm Katy. Katy Zinna. Weâre here for football sign-ups.â
Mr. Simpkin shook my momâs hand, dainty as a rhino. âYes, well, itâs nice to see you. Iââ
My mom fished through her purse, then handed him my birth certificate and slapped her checkbook down on the table. âSeven hundred ninety-five dollars? Is that right? How do I make that out?â
âWell, you see . . .â Mr. Simpkin looked to Mr. Markham for help.
âSorry,â Mr. Markham grunted, adding a few more wrinkles to his thick brow, âbut you missed it.â
âMissed what?â My mother had that thunderstorm look.
âSign-ups.â Mr. Markham shrugged in a not-so-nice way and spoke around his stub of a cigar so that it wiggled. âWeâre full. Maybe next year, though. Anyway, itâll give the little guy a chance to grow.â
I closed my eyes, âcause I knew what came next. And it was not going to be good.
âExcuse me?â My momâs shrill voice could have cracked a glass.
Mr. Markhamâs face contorted into a mean smile and his voice got smooth, so you knew he was no stranger to nasty situations. âIâm just telling you the facts. You missed sign-ups. Itâs over. Sorry, lady.â
I glanced at Mr. Simpkin, hoping heâd vouch for my speed and suggest I was worth bending the rules for. Iâm the third-down slot receiver, remember? You said so at Jasonâs party. I wanted to say that, but didnât.
âAnd youâre the coach?â My mom glowered at Mr. Markham.
âOne of them.â Mr. Markham puffed up and yanked the cigar from a picket of yellow-stained teeth.
âGood, then I wouldnât want my son being coached by a pompous jerk like you, anyway. Come on, Ryan. Iâm betting there are better teams than this you can sign up for.â She took my arm and we headed toward the door. Out on the sidewalk, we passed a father and his son, a boy both tall and lean.
âThey closed them down, the sign-ups,â my mom said, trying to be helpful.
âOh.