utterly distracts me with its beauty. It’s massive and looks like a room from a magazine spread with plain white walls and a huge, light oak sleigh bed made up with white and pale green striped bed linen topped with a squashy, pale green comforter. Over the bed is a large painting of a stormy beach with lowering clouds and a windswept sea, and on the right is another door flanked by light oak doors which look like wardrobes. Opening the door I peer in and sigh at the sight of a standalone bath large enough to fit three people. There’s a large, glass enclosed shower and enough counter space to fit all of my toiletries. There’s even a flat screen TV set into the wall over the bath and fluffy, expensive looking, pale green towels. Going back out I drift to the real feature of the room which is the floor to ceiling windows which look out onto the most beautiful view of the River Thames. It’s high tide at the moment and the water sails sluggishly by with little white tops whipped by the stiff breeze and gleaming in the sudden shafts of sunlight fighting through the clouds. I sink into a squashy, cream armchair positioned to look at that view. This is the most beautiful room that I’ve ever been in, not that there’s much competition. Growing up we never had much with it being just me and my mum and when she died leaving me with Richard my stepfather, home had become a cold place and I’d even been grateful when he’d announced that he couldn’t look after a deaf kid and put me into social care. I’d slipped through several homes, some good, some bad before ending up at one run by the church which had been better than most. Needless to say this existence hadn’t led to much luxury and I’ve never seen anything like the richness that is Bram’s home. I’m equally certain that my halls of residence at university wouldn’t look like this. However, I remind myself firmly that this is Bram’s home not mine. He’s been very generous to have me here and I can’t ever outstay my welcome so I must remember not to get too comfy. I always remind myself of this. A lifetime of drifting around not being at home anywhere has left me with no roots and glad of it. I’m uneasily aware that it would be easy to fall for Bram. Ten minutes in his company is enough to tell me that. He’s easy on the eye after all but it’s not just that. He’s talented and funny with a very self-deprecating air about him but he can’t fool me. I’d noticed that gleam of restless intelligence in his eyes as soon as he’d met me, and he’d quickly adapted to my deafness ensuring that he was looking at me when he spoke to me without any prompting, telling me that he’s kind. The hint of stubbornness about those full lips also can’t be hidden, and all together he’s a very appealing package and I can see why so many women fall for him. I won’t be one though. I’ve come to London for a fresh start. No one knows me here so I won’t have any of the pity that normally wafts my way, or the unease in how to handle me and what slot to put me in. Here, I’m unknown and I can make my future. Tangling with a hot rock star who knows my background isn’t in my game plan. Thinking about his smile though I chuckle. Maybe being friends with him won’t hurt.
Chapter Two Alys A few hour’s later I wake up with a start. I hadn’t intended to go to sleep but after unpacking my suitcase tiredness from the travel had overtaken me. Now I’m tangled in the duvet and wonderfully comfortable but I’ve got too much to do over the next few days to waste time sleeping. I roll to the side admiring the sun coming in through the tall windows. For a moment I wonder idly about who Bram gets to clean the windows this high up in a penthouse flat, but then I dismiss it as a problem that I’m not ever likely to have and get to my feet and stretch. I screw in my hearing aid, adjusting it so that it sits comfortably, and then I pad into the bathroom to