flashed into her mind. Immediately prickles of heat whooshed into her cheeks. When his eyes lifted back to her face,she hoped and prayed he could not read the reason behind her most uncustomary blush.
âThen call me James, by all means,â he said with starch-filled gallantry. âCome.â He lifted her suitcase from the floor beside him with his right hand while he put his left at her elbow. âYou must be tired. I will take you to my apartment in Mayfair where you can have some decent food and a rest. Then, this afternoon, I will take you to the hospital to meet Rebecca.â
Marina felt guilty that sheâd forgotten her mission for a moment. âHow is Rebecca?â she asked anxiously. This is what youâve come for, she lectured herself sternly. Not to have unconscionable thoughts about the Earl of Winterborne.
âSheâs very much looking forward to meeting you,â he replied. âI must warn you, though, sheâs very thin and sheâs lost all of her hair through the chemotherapy. So try not to look shocked when you walk in. Rebecca might only be seven but sheâs very much a girl, and very sensitive to her appearance.â
Marinaâs heart turned over. âOh, the poor little love,â she murmured.
The Earl of Winterborne gave a very un-earl-like sigh. It carried a weariness born of worry and grief, plus a type of resignation which came from feeling totally helpless. Marina understood perfectly what he was going through, because that was how she had felt while her mother had been dying of cancer. It was the reason why Marina had put herself on the bone marrow register. Because sheâd wanted to give someoneelse hope where there had been none for her motherâor herself.
âYes. Yes, that sums Rebecca up entirely,â he agreed. His face had grown as bleak as his voice, and his hand dropped away from Marinaâs elbow. The suitcase was lowered to the floor once more. âSheâs had little enough love in her life so far. And little enough luck. But thatâs been the way with things at Winterborne Hall for quite some time.â
Marina found herself reaching out to put a comforting hand on his nearest sleeve. His handsome head dipped slowly to glance down, first at her hand on his arm and then up into her sympathetic gaze.
âLetâs hope my coming will turn the tables, then, shall we?â she said softly, giving his arm a gentle squeeze before letting it fall back to her side.
He stared at her in silence for ages. Or so it seemed. It was probably only a few seconds.
A thousand emotions seemed to flitter across his face, none staying long enough for her to gauge properly. But she was left with the impression of a deep distress, one which was disturbing him greatly.
âI would like to think so,â he said staunchly at long last. âBut I have a feeling that might not be the case. They say things are sent to try us,â he added in a strangely bitter tone. âTo test our characters. I can see that the next few days are going to test mine to the limit.â
Marina was not sure what he meant. Had the doctors already given up all real hope for the child? Was her own trip over here a waste of time, as Shane hadsuggested? She wondered what other misfortunes had befallen his family lately. Marina suspected he had more on his mind than the health of the child. The Earl of Winterborne clearly had many burdens on his shoulders.
But they were very broad shoulders, she noted when he bent to pick up her suitcase a third time and began to stride off with it. She wondered if they would look as good without the suit. If they were mostly padding or real.
Marina frowned as she trotted after him. This was the second time in as many minutes that her mind had swung unexpectedly to the physical where this man was concerned. It wasnât like her to have thoughts such as this. Well, not till recently, anyway, and certainly not about
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