canal that I believe to be a source of diseased tilapia and staph infections. According to my mom, we will move to a three-bedroom cottage on a thirty-thousand-square-foot lot right on the ocean. White sand, palm trees, disease-free fish.
Our current neighbors are a single mom with a red-faced toddler who is always screaming and beating his chest and, on the left, Dr. Rocker, a sex therapist for paraplegics. Our new neighbors will be less visible. Iâve already looked them up. On the right: Stanton Ichinose, founder of a hospital supply company and a recent addition to the Forbes list of world billionaires. To the left: Stavros Angelopoulos, a money manager known as âthe Greek,â who just purchased the home (his third) for a bargain at twenty-one million.
Moving into a new home bought with my momâs hard-earned money would sound awesome to me, but the thought ofliving in Whitneyâs cottage? I may as well go the cafeteria, put on a hairnet, and serve her two scoops of rice.
I walk in. My momâs in the kitchen, packing up a box. Her phone is docked and playing musicâthe poor sound quality is something she doesnât mind, but it drives me bonkers.
âYouâre packing already?â I ask. âYou just told me two hours ago. I went for a ride, remember? To clear my head before getting more details. Now I need to reclear!â
âYou donât need to reclear,â she says, looking at me as if Iâm joking around and not being completely heartfelt. Her smile is wide and filled with nice square teeth. She has a face thatâs calming. I donât know how she isnât some megastar. Sheâs beautiful in this effortless and blooming way that makes me stare sometimes as if I donât know her at all.
âI just got inspired to organize,â she says. She flips her hair back and rolls her head from side to side.
I look around at the stained carpet and worn armchairs that were here before we moved in. The chairs are covered with our things.
âThere are
boxes,
â I say. âI see boxes.â
âMay as well get started,â she says. âThe cottage is open, and we pay month-to-month here. Plus, itâs kind of hard to know youâre going somewhere but not heading there, right?â She ponders a spatula, the slightly melted plastic, and puts it aside. âThis is crazy,â she says, but in a way where âcrazyâ means exciting and not insane. She looks at me for confirmation, but I donât give her any, so she looks away, still smiling to herself.
I get a glass of water, wishing I had those poetry magnets to try to describe what Iâm feeling with a limited choice of words.I look at the small TV as if someone on it could help me out. The redheaded woman on the screen says sheâs going to stick it to cancer.
âHow was school?â my mom asks. Her innocent everyday question has no place here, and how does one ever answer that question in ways other than âgoodâ or âokayâ or by shrugging?
âIt was somewhat taxing,â I say. âI was nervous walking by this group of guys. They just sit in this spot, looking really bored, and I have to walk by them every day to get to biology.â
My mom keeps sorting through utensils and cookware.
âBiology was kind of fun,â I say. âWe dissected a frogâI thought it would come shrink-wrapped like bacon the way they did at Storey, but Punahou doesnât use real frogs. They use a frog app, so we dissected on our laptops.â
âCool,â she says, though I could have said âI have herpesâ and elicited the same response.
âCreative writing was creative,â I continue. âOur teacher is kind of lame. I think he wants to be like a movie teacherâyou know, all irreverent and inspiringâbut it just makes him look like a tool. I ate a papaya and a Dove bar and some sushi at the snack bar. And in