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What was different?
Fine, she knew intellectually it
would be different and she was excited to see what developed. She
was interested in him and all the complications it entailed, and
not what their scenario offered.
“Have I surprised you?” Saki asked
with a worried note in her voice.
“Kind of, but not really. He said
something about tying me to a pole before he took me, which I took
as a hint he was into the bondage thing. I wanted to know as it
might play a part in whether we get together or not.” There, she’d
said it out loud. She was considering going to him in the way he
wanted.
“You’re not turned off by his kinky
side, are you? Because I think if it came down to his having you or
the bondage stuff, he’d choose you in a heartbeat. From the way the
guys talk, he is as good as caught by you.”
“Seriously?” She was surprised by
the claim. It was big for him to deny a part of his sexual
preferences in order to have something with her, and she knew she
wouldn’t make him choose.
“Yes! Jon sits at your side and
doesn’t look away. They aren’t calling it a crush or infatuation,
but love, and apparently he’s never fallen before.” Saki finished
her water and went to put her glass in the kitchen. She came back
in and asked the one question Molly had been mulling over in her
head.
“Do you know if you’re open to
having a relationship with Jon, BDSM or not?”
“A bit intrigued, no, interested.
Very interested, especially as you aren’t scared by what is
involved, so why should I be? As for a relationship, absolutely!
Even if we never had sex, which obviously wouldn’t happen, but even
if we didn’t, I’m attracted to him and his brain. The sex is like
the cherry on top of a pile of whipped cream.” They laughed at the
analogy, but it was her truth. She liked the quiet Jon and wanted
to spend more time with him. The sexy Jon, the one who wanted to
tie her up and take her, also seemed breathtaking.
The weird thing for her was how she
needed him, which surprised her. She hadn’t needed anything for a
long time, only need and want were exactly the emotions the hunky
cowboy inspired in her. All he had to do was look at her with those
long-lashed chocolate brown eyes and lush lips, and she
melted.
The more she considered having sex
with him, the more she realized her first affair had been child’s
play.
Her first and only intimate partner
had been her coach. She spent too much time with him and had
believed the world rested on him. He could do no wrong and she
eventually grew into an adult who wasn’t looking for someone to
worship. No longer was he interested in the twenty-year-old, not
when there were other sixteen-year-olds panting after him and doing
anything to get his attention. Unfortunately, he had decided during
the Olympics to actively look for someone new, and she was
devastated.
Molly wouldn’t blame losing the gold
on him and his actions, or even her parents’ lack of support.
However, the emotional mess during an important mental and physical
challenge meant she learned a big lesson. Don’t trust anyone else
to be there for her, the final outcome was all in her
hands.
That was it! Jon had put the
decision in her hands and it was up to her to take what she wanted
or not. She definitely wanted the man, but she had to figure out if
there was something more she wanted besides sex.
Easy, she wanted to have all of him.
Heart and mind were what she was after, not merely the body,
although his deliciously hot form would be a welcome addition. Once
she knew what she wanted, there was only one question to answer.
How did she get everything on her list?
“Saki? How do I get him? Not for a
night or two of sex, but all of him. I know you say he wants me,
maybe even loves me, but I’m not sure. He doesn’t know me, at least
not all of me. Tell me, how do I capture his attention and woo
him?” There, progress was being made to achieve her goal of having
him at her
John Holmes, Ryan Szimanski