is what youâre so upset about. Youâre free. You can do anything you want. Whatâs wrong with you?â
âI feel stupid,â Lucy said.
âWhat?â Tina leaned forward. âYou? Youâve got more brains thanâ¦â
âNot real-life brains. I have science brains. But real life?â Lucy shook her head. âI donât even know what happened in my marriage. I know it was awful for me, but I would have sworn to you that Bradley was happy and he loved me, and then out of the blue, I come home and find him with a blonde. In my house. And she says theyâve been having an affair in my bedroom, and he flusters around, obviously guilty, and when I get upset, he leaves.â She sat back. âHe just leaves.â
âMen,â Tina said.
âSo I donât have a clue where I went wrong. The only thing Iâve ever known for sure in my whole life is that Iâm smart. And now Iâm not even sure about that. Itâs upsetting.â
âWell, if you think he was angry about the houseâ¦â
âItâs not just that he cheated on me. Itâs that he wonât talk to me now. In the lawyerâs office, all he said was, âIs this what you want?â And I said yes, because it was, butâ¦â Lucy bit her lip. âHe hasnât even come by to pick up the rest of his papers and things. Itâs like a chunk of my life just dropped out of sight.â
âOh.â Tina shifted uncomfortably. âWell, I may have had something to do with that.â
Lucy froze. âWhat did you do?â
âWell. You know how upset you were when you called me that day and told me that Bradley and the blonde had just been there?â
âWhat did you do?â
âWell, I had the new locks put onâ¦.â
Lucy nodded. âWhat else did you do?â
âWell, when he came to the door to talk to youâ¦â
âHe came to the door to talk to me?â
âYou were upstairs in your bedroom crying.â Tina paused. âI wasâ¦angry.â
âOh, no.â
âI know, I know. I lose it when I get angry.â Tina lit another cigarette, inhaled, and blew out another stream of smoke before she went on, faster now to get it over with. âAnyway, I told him that if he ever tried to talk to you again, I would have private detectives digging up every slimy thing heâd ever done, and that I would personally see that they all made the front page of the Inquirer, and that I would also find every asset he possessed and take it from him.â
Lucy looked at her, stunned.
âI think I might also have mentioned bodily harm. I was really upset. You never cry.â
âSo thatâs why he hasnât called? You are something else, Tina.â
âIâm sorry,â Tina said. âBut I could just see him talking you back into that damn marriage. I couldnât stand seeing you unhappy anymore.â
âI wouldnât have gone back. But I would have liked to have talked to him.â Lucy took a deep breath. âI love you, Tine, and I appreciate everything youâve done for me, but youâve got to get out of my life. Itâs my life.â
âI know, honey.â Tina fiddled with her cigarette. âBut you need help. I mean, I let you pick the restaurant and look where we ended up.â She glanced around at the plastic walls and the chipped Formica. âThis place is a dump.â
âI had a reason for wanting to come here,â Lucy said. âBradley wrote to me. He said if Iâd have lunch here with him, he could explain everything.â Lucy looked around the cheap diner again, perplexed. âIt doesnât seem like his kind of place.â
âDo you want him back?â Tina asked. âIâll get him back if thatâs what you want.â
âNo.â Lucy pressed her lips together and stabbed her salad again. âThatâs not