the wrong kind of man. The only reason Dillon had known of her existence was because of her cousin. If it hadnât been for Nate he never would have noticed well-behaved Jamie. Theyâd hardly run in the same crowd in high school.
If you could even say heâd been in high school. There had never been anyone at home to make sure he attended regularly. His mother had left when he was young, and his father had died in a drunken car crash when Dillon was sixteen. Heâd dropped out just before graduation, and thereâd been some story that had been effectively hushed up. Maybe heâd gotten someone pregnant, though that seemed a relatively mild offense. Beaten someone, been arrested? All she knew was that the school and her family were furious with him, Nate was amused, and Dillon, when she saw him from a distance, defiant.
He was still defiant. Living in this rattrap, living his marginal existence. It was probably the best he could manage with his alcohol and drug problems. The addictions hadnât yet made their mark on his face. He still looked very much like heâd looked twelve years ago, with a few lines added for interest.
As if he needed anything to make him more interesting. Jamie shivered, turning away from the mirror. This was harder than sheâd expected, and sheâd expected it to be tough. Seeing him again brought all sorts of feelings back, unwelcome memories flooding through her mind, through her rebellious body. He made her feel young and vulnerable again, just by being there. Sheâd been a fool to come.
Sheâd leave, first thing tomorrow. As soon as her car was up and running. He wanted her out of there, and she wanted to go. Sheâd grab Nateâs things and take off. Dillon wasnât going to give her the answers she needed. She should have remembered that much about him. He never gave up anything he didnât want to.
No lock on her bedroom door, of course. Not that it would have made any differenceâas far as she knew she was alone in this old building with Dillon, and he wouldnât let anything as flimsy as a lock get in the way of what he wanted. And why in hell would he want her?
She shut the door, anyway, then picked up the lamp and held it over the mattress. It was thin, stained, but there was nothing crawling on it, and she was so bone tired she could weep. If she were in the habit of crying. She shook out the sleeping bag, unzipped it and crawled in.
And immediately scrambled back out in a panic, knocking the lamp over. It was an old down sleeping bag, and it smelled like Dillon. Like his skin, an ineffable scent that was unmistakable and disturbing. Almostâ¦erotic. She couldnât possibly sleep with that thing around herâit was like being wrapped in his embrace.
She sat on the thin mattress, shivering. There was no way she could attempt the long drive back home, no way she could escape without sleep. And no way she could sleep without some kind of cover.
She stretched back out on the mattress and pulled the sleeping bag over her. It settled against her like a silky cloud.
There was no escaping him, not that night. Sheâd chosen to walk straight into the lionâs denâshe might as well accept it.
Tomorrow sheâd be gone. Come to her senses. If her mother needed more answers sheâd have to hire a private detective.
Nate was dead. Nothing would bring him back, and right now answers, justice, even revenge seemed too dangerous a quest. Maybe when sheâd gotten some sleep sheâd see things differently, but she didnât think so. One look into Dillon Gaynorâs cold blue eyes reminded her of just how dangerous he could be. And she was a woman who valued safety.
She turned off the light, and the room was plunged into a thick, inky darkness, punctuated by a blinking neon sign somewhere beyond her window. He hadnât given her a pillow, and there was no way she was going to go looking for one. She