floor below to wash the room.
She headed down the familiar hallway to the stairs and, clinging to the banisterâwhich was just above her shoulderâshe made her way down, bare feet padding against worn wood.
She peered around the corner very carefully, then stopped, all caution forgotten.
Her motherâs back was toward the staircase. But beyond her mother stood the most gloriously beautiful man that Erin had ever seen, She knew him at once for the Ladyâs kinâServant to Lernan. He cast a light, obvious to her eyes, that put her achievement to shame, for it was white and pure, whereas hers was mere green. He was white as well, or as close to white as made no difference. Only his eyes, the deepest and clearest of green, had any strong color. These eyes looked beyond her mother to meet hers.
He looks like the Lady.
It was the first time that she had ever seen Kandor, Third Servant of Lernan, but it would not be the last.
Her mother turned.
Her motherâs face was white, as white as Kandorâs, but without Kandorâs immortal beauty behind it. Erin took a step back.
âErin,â her mother said softly. âDid we wake you?â
Something was wrong. Erin shook her head mutely, and moved down the stairs.
âSo this is your daughter, Kerlinda.â
Her mother nodded quietly. âCome, Erin. Have you met Kandor before?â
âNo, we have not met.â Kandor looked at her then, his unblinking eyes taking in every detail of her strained silent face.
âWhatâs wrong, Mommy?â
Her mother smiled and gathered Erin into her arms. Erin had never seen a smile like the one her mother gave her. It was too tight, as if it didnât fit her face anymore.
"I--"
âKerlinda. Kera, let me.â
Wordless, her mother nodded into Erinâs hair.
âErin, do you understand what the Line Elliathâand all the rest of the blooded linesâmust fight for?â
âYes.â Why was her mother trembling?
âDo you understand how we must fight, and why we must train so long and so hard?â
âYes.â Why was he asking her these questions? Why was her mother shaking?
âErin, your father, Cordan of Elliath, has been gone for two months, fighting the Enemy and those who serve Him.â
Erin nodded, frowning. She knew this. Why was he telling her this?
âHe was adult, as you are not. He fought well for our cause and aided it to the best of his ability.â
âMommy?â Her mother hugged her so tightly she could hardly breathe.
âCordan of Elliath has finished his fight with honor.â
The words were formal; Erin had heard them before many times. Without thinking, she said, âHe rests in the peace beyond.â It was what she had been taught.
âYes, child. He rests now. We Servants of Lernan believe that in the beyond there is no war, no pain, no fighting.â
Why was he saying this? âMommy?â
Her mother pulled away, her face still wearing that awful smile. Erin was suddenly afraid to ask her mother any questions; something lay beyond that smile that she didnât want to know.
With a childâs directness, she looked up at Kandor again. The Servant had not moved.
âIs my daddy dead?â
He closed his eyes, shutting off for the moment the glow of emeralds. âYes, Erin.â
âOh.â
She was silent as her mother watched her closely.
âDoes that mean he wonât be coming home?â
Â
They wouldnât let her see her father. Her mother was called by the Lady, as were most of the adult members of the line, but Erin was left behind; the ceremonies of departure were, in this case, not meant for children.
Everyone had always said that Erin was not an ordinary child. She was cunning, in the naïve way that children are, and direct as well.
âPlease wait here for me, Erin. Iâll return as soon as I can.â
And she had nodded without speaking, to make