happens.
Deal with it.
TWO
THE DOOR TO MY OLD BEDROOM was openâChelaâs room nowâso April and I stood in the doorway like fretful parents, spying on her in her absence.
Chela had left her TV on when she went to school, so Missy Elliot was busting sly, angular moves to an empty room. Three dirty cereal bowls at the foot of my California King marked Chelaâs breakfast spot. The floor was buried in the clothes Iâd bought her, most of them dyed in brooding shades. A vague rankness suggested a fast-food bag concealed somewhere in the mess. I was happy about the stack of thick, shiny schoolbooks on Chelaâs desk, until I wondered why they had been left behind. She SAYS sheâs at a chess club meeting, but how do you KNOW?
I pulled the door closed to shut down my doubts. Chela was right: I had to learn trust.
âWe canât all be neat-freaks,â April said, trying to sound positive.
âIâm just glad to get her away from the TV. And her computer.â
Especially the computer. The therapist had told me that Chelaâs sexual history might poison her current behavior, and she was right.Iâd had to cancel one of Chelaâs internet accounts eight months before, when I uncovered letters and photos she sent to some bastard sheâd met online, three times her age if he was a day.
Sheâs not my daughter, or my blood, period. But what Chela and I had been through makes family out of strangers. She was the little sister Iâd never had. You donât want to see your little sister in pictures like that. Or read her saying things like that, regardless of how sheâd made a living before we met. I wish I could wipe the whole thing out of my memory banks. That was over, but it had been a hard patch. I hadnât even told April, and I had promised not to keep secrets.
âIt doesnât look right, Ten,â April said. âYouâre a single guy. A sixteen-year-old girl living in your houseâ¦â
Officially, Chela was off the books. I had consulted a lawyer who said I might be able to qualify as a foster parent if I passed the rigorous screening, but as a bachelor, my chances of adopting Chela ranged from slim to none. Not to mention that April thought Chela had a crush on me. No part of it was an ideal situation. I knew that.
April was fishing for an argument, but I had other plans. I took Aprilâs hand and led her toward my new bedroom, the smaller room at the end of the hall.
âLynda Jewell called Len,â I said. âShe set up a meeting with me tomorrow.â
Aprilâs eyes grew bright. âLynda Jewell ?â
If Iâd known the news would change her face so much, I would have said it sooner.
I moved closer to April. A slight pivot of her hip, and her delicious ass swung out of reach just when I was ready to rest my hands there. She sat on the chair across from the bed, a bad sign. Despite the grin on her face, Aprilâs legs were crossed.
âThis is big, Ten. Lenox Avenue âs in preproduction. My book club loved it, and if she wants you for Troy, itâs the chance of a lifetime.â Since Aprilâs roommate was a producer, April followed Variety like an agent herself. L.A. is truly an industry town. âI just wonder why. What made her call you?â
If I hadnât been so baffled myself, her wrinkled nose might have offended me.
âThe commercials,â I said. âOscar material.â
April dismissed my sarcasm with a wave of her hand. âI told you Progress would do things for you. Didnât I say to give it up to God? If your meetingâs tomorrow, you should prep. Iâll break the book down for you.â
I could see how the next few hours were going to play out, and not a minute involved me unhooking Aprilâs bra. Why werenât we bouncing on my mattress, with her congratulating me from my lap? I should have asked her right then and there: Whatâs going on?