as she stood. As she looked down, Dana instantly found the source of the shattering glass. The liquor bottle had tumbled from the car, shattering at her feet and drenching her boot with alcohol. She stared at the heap of glass. It was the only thing that remained, a sad reminder of a tragic mistake.
Dana found the diaper bag a few feet away and looped it over her arm. She turned to face the mountain cliff sheâd so easily slid down. It would be impossible to climb back up, especially holding the infant at her chest.
âNo, no, noâ¦â she whispered.
She scanned the terrain and found that the ledge curved back toward the mountain, a natural footpath. Tears of reliefstung her eyes as she maneuvered a steep but manageable pathway up the side of the mountain. She was trembling all over as she reached the top. Cool under fire, her uncle always said of her. Until the firing stops. Unfortunately the adrenaline that always saw her through a crisis had the tendency to abandon her too soon. It was happening now.
She stumbled away from the ledge, then leaned against the trunk of a tree, sliding down the length of it until she sat on the frozen ground. The baby⦠Her breath left her in bursts of frozen vapor as she unzipped her jacket. Just a few inches and she could see the infantâs head, his dark hair swirled on the top. Dana eased the zipper a little farther.
He was sleeping.
Hysterical laughter gave way to tears as she hugged the baby, her thumb tracing circles against his chubby cheek. Sheâd done it. She might have made a mess of everything else sheâd touched in the past yearâher marriage, her career⦠Her thoughts stilled when they reached little Michael Gonzalez.
Sheâd failed Michael in the worst possible way. What started out as a story segment on the life of a foster child had turned into much more. Sheâd fallen in love with the sweet five-year-old and wanted desperately to keep his abusive father from obtaining custody. But her overzealous reporting of the abuse had had the opposite effect. Provoked, Paul Gonzalez had stepped forward to claim his son, referring to him as his âproperty.â
The child who had stolen her heart fell from the window of his fatherâs second-story apartment less than a month later.
Dana drew the baby against her chest, tears in her eyes. She may have failed Michael, but by God she hadnât let tragedy claim this little life.
She kissed the top of the babyâs head and stood, makingher way to her car. Her cell phone proved useless, its signal no doubt deflected by the mountains. It was just as well. The road wouldnât be navigable for much longer. She and the baby could freeze to death waiting for help. Still, she tucked the phone in the babyâs diaper bag, along with her billfold, car keys and the map.
She turned to face the mountain.
Was that a pinpoint of light? Hope surged as Dana focused on a distant light that twinkled in the growing darkness. It was the only sign of civilization in the expanse of forest that surrounded her.
She would follow the light and she would make it to safety. Her hands cradled the baby beneath her jacket.
She had to.
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The rifle felt good, like an old friend. The womanâs form appeared in the crosshairs of the scope.
Taking down a target was like riding a bicycle. Some things you never forgotâ¦. Things like going hungry, like waking with your own breath frozen against your pillow and hearing your father slowly choke to death on the black silt from the mines.
A lifetime ago, but yesterday. The nose of the rifle trembled, despite the determined fingers that gripped it. If the bitch thought she could waltz in and take everything away, she was wrong.
Dead wrong.
There was no going back. Not after youâd risen from the dirt. The girl should have understood that the first time she was warned. The shot cracked through the frigid silence, and the woman fell. But just as