as getting the truth out of a politician.
âBrian?â
âYeah, well, thatâs why I was calling you. You know . . .
I thought Iâd just leave a message.â
âI see.â Banks knew what was going on now. He looked around in vain for an ashtray and ended up using the hearth. âGo on,â he prompted.
âAbout the exams, like . . .â
âHow bad is it? What did you get?â
âWell, thatâs it . . . I mean . . . you wonât like it.â
âYou did pass, didnât you?â
âCourse I did.â
âWell?â
âItâs just that I didnât do as well as I expected. It was really hard, Dad. Everyone says so.â
âWhat did you get?â
Brian almost whispered. âA third.â
âA third ? Thatâs a bit of a disappointment, isnât it? Iâd have thought you could have done better than that.â
âYeah, well, itâs more than you ever got.â
Banks took a deep breath. âIt doesnât matter a damn what I did or didnât get. Itâs you weâre talking about. Yourfuture. Youâll never get a decent job with a third-class degree.â
âWhat if I donât want a decent job ?â
âWhat do you want to be then? Another statistic?
Another cliché? Another unemployed yobbo?â
âThanks a lot, Dad. Nice to know you believe in me. Anyway, as a matter of fact, Iâm not on the dole. Weâre going to try and make a go of it. Me and the band.â
âYouâre what ?â
âWeâre going to make a go of it. Andrew knows this bloke who runs an indie label, and heâs got a studio, like, and heâs said we can go down and make a demo of some of my songs. You might not believe it, but people actually like us. Weâve got gigs coming out of our ears.â
âHave you any idea how tough it is to succeed in the music business?â
âThe Spice Girls did it, and look how much talent theyâve got.â
âSo did Tiny Tim, but thatâs not the point. Talentâs got nothing to do with it. For every one that makes it, thereâs thousands who get trampled on the way.â
âWeâre making plenty of money.â
âMoneyâs not everything. What about the future?
What are you going to do when youâve peaked at twenty-five and you donât have a penny in the bank?â
âWhat makes you an expert on the music business all of a sudden?â
âIs that why you got such a poor degree? Because you were too busy wasting your time rehearsing and going out on the road?â
âI was getting pretty bored with architecture anyway.â Banks flicked his tab-end in the hearth. It scatteredsparks against the dark stone. âHave you talked to your mother about this?â
âWell, I sort of thought, maybe . . . you know . . . you could do that.â
Thatâs a laugh, Banks thought. Him talk to Sandra? They couldnât even discuss the weather these days without it turning into an argument.
âI think youâd better ring her yourself,â he said. âBetter still, why donât you pay her a visit? Sheâs only in Camden Town.â
âBut sheâll go spare!â
âServes you right. You should have thought of that before.â
The kettle started whistling.
âThanks a lot, Dad,â Brian said, his voice hard-edged with bitterness. âI thought youâd understand. I thought I could depend on you. I thought you liked music. But youâre just like the rest. Go see to your fucking kettle!â
âBrianââ
But Brian hung up. Hard.
The blue of the living-room did nothing to soothe Banksâs mood. Pretty sad, he thought, when you turn to DIY as therapy, house-decoration to keep the darkness at bay. He sat for a moment staring at a brush-hair stuck to the paint above the mantelpiece, then he stormed into the kitchen and turned off