couldnât tell you,â he said with a shrug.
Laurel reached down, plucked a small fern, and began tearing it to pieces. âWhere have you been?â she asked. âShar wouldnât say.â
âMostly in Scotland, like I said in class.â
âWhy?â
It was his turn to look guilty. âTraining.â
âTraining for what?â
âTo come here.â
âThe whole time?â Laurel said, her voice barely more than a whisper.
Tamani nodded.
Laurel tried to push away the hurt that instantly filled her chest. âYou knew this whole time that you were coming back and you still left without saying good-bye?â She expected him to look ashamed, or at least apologetic, but he didnât. He met her eyes without blinking.
âAs opposed to waiting for you to come and tell me in person that you were choosing David instead of me and wouldnât be coming round anymore?â
She looked away, guilt crowding out her hurt feelings.
âHow would that have done me any good? Youâd have felt betterâheroic evenâand Iâd have looked like a fool going off to the other side of the world to play scorned lover.â He paused, taking a bite of the nectarine and chewing thoughtfully for a moment. âInstead, you had to feel the weight of your choices and I got to keep some of my pride. Just a touch,â he added, âsince, regardless, I still had to go off to the other side of the world and play scorned lover. I think my mother would say, âSame fruit, different bough.ââ
Laurel wasnât sure she grasped the idiom. Even after two summers in Avalon, faerie culture mostly eluded her. But she got the gist of it.
âWhatâs done is done,â Tamani said, polishing off the nectarine, âand I suggest we donât dwell on it.â He concentrated for a second before throwing the pit hard at the trees.
A quiet grunt sounded. âHecateâs eye, Tamani! Was that really necessary?â
Tamani grinned as a tall sentry with closely cropped hair materialized from between the trees, rubbing his arm. âYou were spying,â Tamani said, his tone light.
âI tried to give you some space, but you did ask me to meet you here.â
Tamani spread his hands wide in defeat. âTouché. Who else is coming?â
âThe others are watching the house; thereâs no reason for them to join us.â
âGreat,â Tamani said, sitting up straighter. âLaurel, have you met Aaron?â
âSeveral times,â Laurel said, smiling her greeting. âSeveralâ was probably stretching it, but she was fairly certain they had met once or twice. Last winter she had tried to go out and talk with the sentriesâmake friends. But they always simply bowed at the waist, which she despised, and said nothing. Still, Aaron looked familiar.
More importantly, he didnât correct her. He just noddedâso deeply it was almost a bowâthen turned back to Tamani.
âIâm not here as a regular sentry,â Tamani began, looking at Laurel. âIâm here to be what I was always supposed to be: Fear-gleidhidh .â
It took Laurel a moment to remember the word. Last fall, Tamani had told her it meant âescort,â and it resembled a word the Winter faeries used for their bodyguards. But it was somehow more . . . personal.
âWe had too many close calls last year,â Tamani continued. âItâs hard for us to watch you while youâre at school, or protect you well in crowded places. So I went to the Manor for some advanced training. I canât blend in with humans as well as you do, but I can blend in well enough to stay close no matter what.â
âIs that really necessary?â Laurel interjected.
Both fae turned to look at her blankly.
âThere hasnât been any sign of trollsâor anything elseâfor months.â
A look passed between the