and backgrounds to give them. Heâd call a right-wing host and rant liberal values, a liberal host and sing the praises of the extreme right. In his call-in persona, he loved arguments, confrontations, trading insults.
Unknown to his mother he also had a forty-inch television and a VCR in the basement and often watched movies he had brought home from porn shops.
The police scanner inspired other ideas. He began to go through telephone books and circle numbers that were listed in womenâs names. He would dial one of those numbers in the middle of the night and say he was calling from a cellular phone outside her home and was about to break in. Heâd whisper that maybe heâd just pay a visit, or maybe heâd kill her. Then Bernie would sit and chuckle as he listened to the police scanners sending a squad car rushing to the address. It was almost as good as peeking in windows or following women, and he never had to worry about the headlights of a police car suddenly shining on him, or a cop on a loudspeaker yelling, âFreeze.â
The car belonging to Tom Weicker was a gold mine of information for Bernie. Weicker had an electronic address book in the glove compartment. In it he kept the names, addresses and numbers of the key staff of the station. The big shots, Bernie thought, as he copied numbers onto his own electronic pad. Heâd even reached Weickerâs wife at home one night. She had begun to shriek when he told her he was at the back door and on his way in.
Afterwards, recalling her terror, heâd giggled for hours.
What was getting hard for him now was that for the first time since he was released from Rikerâs Island, he had that scary feeling of not being able to get someone out of his mind. This one was a reporter. She was so pretty that when he opened the car door for her it was a struggle not to touch her.
Her name was Meghan Collins.
4
S omehow Meghan was able to accept Weickerâs offer calmly. It was a joke among the staff that if you were too gee-whiz-thanks about a promotion, Tom Weicker would ponder whether or not heâd made a good choice. He wanted ambitious, driven people who felt any recognition given them was overdue.
Trying to seem matter-of-fact, she showed him the faxed message. As he read it he raised his eyebrows. âWhatâs this mean?â he asked. âWhatâs the âmistakeâ? Who is Annie?â
âI donât know. Tom, I was at Roosevelt Hospital when the stabbing victim was brought in last night. Has she been identified?â
âNot yet. What about her?â
âI suppose you ought to know something,â Meghan said reluctantly. âShe looks like me.â
âShe resembles you?â
âShe could almost be my double.â
Tomâs eyes narrowed. âAre you suggesting that this fax is tied into that womanâs death?â
âItâs probably just coincidence, but I thought I should at least let you see it.â
âIâm glad you did. Let me keep it. Iâll find out whoâs handling the investigation on that case and let him take a look at it.â
For Meghan, it was a distinct relief to pick up her assignments at the news desk.
It was a relatively tame day. A press conference at the mayorâs office at which he named his choice for the new police commissioner, a suspicious fire that had gutted a tenement in Washington Heights. Late in the afternoon, Meghan spoke to the medical examinerâs office. An artistâs sketch of the dead girl and her physical description had been issued by the Missing Persons Bureau. Her fingerprints were on the way to Washington to be checked against government and criminal files. She had died of a single deep stab wound in the chest. Internal bleeding had been slow but massive. Both legs and arms had been broken some years ago. If not claimed in thirty days, her body would be buried in potterâs field in a numbered grave.