it had not been an uninteresting one-story made of simple, boring pine planks. In fact, I remembered that at one time Jake had gone on and on about the station building and how it had been an attraction in itself, how it was something he wished could be rebuilt for the tourists to see and experience. I tried hard to remember the building details, but I just hadnât found it as interesting as the people and the trains.
âWhere are we?â I asked Grace as I peered out toward my house. It was still there in the murky distance. I was relieved.
âIâm not sure,â she said. âBut . . .â
I looked at the building, searching for a name, a town, a signpost of some sort. There was nothing. In fact, there were no words anywhere.
âGrace,â I said, âwho is Robert?â
She blinked and then turned her confused attention toward me. âRobert Findlay was the man I was supposed to marry. I was to meet him in Broken Rope, and we were going to run away together.â
âRun away?â I said. âWhy did you need to run away?â
âWe had to find a place we would be accepted. Iâm from Mississippi, Robert was from Broken Rope. We were going to go north, perhaps as far north as we could go.â
âAccepted?â I said, but then I thought I understood what she was getting at.
âYes. Of course, a white man marrying a negro woman is not welcome in many parts.â
I cringed at the word
negro
, but I had to remember that in 1888 that word wasnât unsettling or racist, and an interracial marriage most definitely wouldnât have been welcomed back then, or, sadly, for some time afterward.
âDo you think you didnât make it to Broken Rope?â I said.
Grace fell into thought and I was once again taken aback by her beauty. She was not pretty in a youthful way, but in a wise and strong but slightly sad way. It would be easy to see how men, and women too, of all different colors would have found their eyes drawn to her.
âI donât know. Wait, I do think I made it to Broken Rope.â She glanced at the building, her eyebrows coming together. âI donât know what or where this station is, though.â
âYour station, from Mississippi maybe? Was this the beginning of your trip?â
âNo, I really donât think so. I donât remember the station from Mississippi, but something tells me this isnât it.â She paused, stared blankly at the planks of the platform, and then looked back at me. âSomething terrible happened to me, Iâm almost sure. Do you know what that was?â
âI donât. Try to remember some specifics,â I said.
A long few beats later, she said, âI was killed, murdered, I think.â
âGrace,â I said as I stepped closer to her. I reached for her hand, glad it was solid. âListen to me, you canât die twice. Youâre probably getting a bunch of jumbled memories coming at you at once, and thatâs normal, I promise. But you donât need to be sad or worried or afraid. You died a long time ago. Whatever you remember canât hurt you anymore, and things will become clearerâif you give it time and allow yourself the memories. You will know.â
Grace looked at me briefly, but her anxious eyes were still focused on the past. It was long ago, but I still didnât understand how the passing of time worked for the ghosts.
âI was killed, murdered, that Iâm sure of, though I donât understand
how
Iâm so sure. I would never have abandoned Robert. Never.â She looked at the station. âBut perhaps I never did make it to Broken Rope. Oh, dear. He must have thought I didnât want to join him. I donât understand. Is there any chance you can help me understand?â
I sighed inwardly, but I tried not to let it show too much. There was a time not long ago that I would have said there was probably
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