âAn hour for pizza, then. Thereâs a place not too far from Bridge View.â
As they passed, she caught Magnusâs eye and shook her head once in answer to his raised eyebrows. He slid his hands in his pockets, watched them go.
âHow are your heels?â Ethan asked at the door.
âIâm not walking, if thatâs the question. Did you want me to describe them?â
He flushed, just at the tips of his ears, when you caught him out. âNope, thatâs the question. I already know how they look.â
He was so predictable it worried her. Black pumps, some stockings, long hair, a little lip gloss. That was it. He never even joked about the contract when he was flirting with her.
(âIf he does . . . invoke the terms in an inappropriate way, let me know and Iâll speak to his handlers about it. Itâs bad form,â Magnus had told her, not meeting her eyes, just before her first overnight date with Ethan.
Grace told her, âIf he shouts the clause number when he comes, run for it.â)
It stung to slide into the backseat of the car. Of course she could walk there; she didnât wear any shoes she couldnât run for her life in. But it was no good reminding anyone you were a fighter. She sat back and let the fifteen blocks slide by, carefully not thinking of anything at all.
She goaded him into getting a mushroom pizza (âThe whole thing?â âHarold canât see you. You afraid of lookinghungry?â â. . . Weâll take the whole thingâ), and as they ate he told her about a high school visit heâd made where they gave up on lunchtime crowd control as people lined up for his appearance and just threw a school-wide pizza party before he got there.
âIt was my first leftover pizza! It was delicious. Maybe I was just really hungryâIâd been at a photo shoot all dayâbut it was like, stuck to the cardboard a little and the cheese had kind of dried up, and I swear, it was the most delicious thing Iâve ever eaten. It was cool to sort of connect with them that way.â
âWere they watching you eat?â Louis XVI had done thatâeaten in front of the court, ten courses to prove he could, and let the courtiers dive for the scraps.
He cracked up around a mouthful of pizza. âGod, no, that would be so weird! I had a meet and greet with the Model Assembly team. Theyâd made regionals or something because of their debate on the water crisis. They were really into it. It really made me think about the water crisis, actually. Those were smart kids.â
Suyana had grown up in a water crisis. Crops had failed two years in a row, and that was all it took for riots to start. The government had sent out the military, here and there. By the time the land-rights groups were marching, it was too late.
âI was fifteen the first time I saw a body of water I couldnât walk across,â she said.
It was a strange thing to tell him. Too honest; she hadnât thought about it before she admitted it. But when she had her pleasant smile back on and looked up, he was watching her steadily, unblinking, looking for a moment sharper and more present than she thought of him.
âSorry,â she said. âI stepped on your story.â
âNo, you didnât.â He wiped his fingers. âI know so little about you. Whenever you tell me something, I try to pay attention.â
âOh.â
While she was trying to think of a way to deflect him without sounding dismissive, he leaned forward, tracing the ridge of her knuckles where they met the back of her hand.
âI remember the mountain range you showed me the night we met,â he said, with a pretty uncertain smile for a guy who had gotten her on a silver platter a few weeks later. âWhere you grew up.â
Where she was born, maybe. Sheâd grown up in the aisles of the IA, severed from home and watching the games people