dozen. When my wife was killed, some of them wept like children. Wray had that effect on people. Her decency, her humor, her . . . herââthe manâs voice caught, he swallowedââWrayâs intellect, and sense of grace. Which means they can never know. Theyâre like family. When I say escape, I mean disappear .â
I donât follow politics, but even I was aware that he and his wife had been childhood friends, partners for life. Wray Wilson had been an inspiration to many. Born deaf, sheâd earned a masterâs degree before most kids her ageâher future husband includedâhad graduated from high school.
Sheâd been on a chartered flight, a humanitarian mission carrying medical supplies to Nicaragua. The plane had caught fire during an emergency landing near a volcano. Wray Wilson and six other people were killed.
Distraught, the great man had demanded an international investigation. Later, he made headlines by hinting that his wifeâs death wasnât accidental.
Grief is part of a complicated survival process, but it can also debilitate. I wondered if grief had unhinged the man. He was too young and vigorous to be senile. But mental illness might explain his behavior. What he was proposing was impractical, maybe irrational.
I became agreeable in the way people do when they are dealing with the impaired. âI can empathize, sir. If a doctor told me I had a month to live, Iâd want to . . . well, escape. So I understand, and Iâm honored, butââ
He interrupted. âWhy makes you so damn certain you donât have a month to live? Or two weeks?â
âWell . . . I donât know. Youâre right, of course, but we all assumeââ
âNo, Dr. Ford, we donât all assume. Your time may be more limited than you realizeâthatâs not necessarily a threat. Itâs true of everyone, everywhere. And please donât use that patronizing tone with me again. Do you read me, mister ?â
Only Academy graduates and ex-fighter jocks can make the word âmisterâ ring like a slap in the face. He was both.
The man might be nuts but he wasnât feeble.
I started over. âLook, I do empathize, butââI gestured, indicating the room: wood ceiling, towels for curtains, rows of chemicals and specimen jars, books stacked on tables, fish magnified through aquarium glassââbut Iâm a biologist. I donât see how I can help.â
âIâve done the research and I canât think of anyone more qualified.â
âItâs possible, sir, that you have the wrong manââ
âNo. Donât waste my time pretending . . . or maybe denial is a conditioned response in people like you. I know Hal Harrington. Heâs your handler, isnât he?â
Harrington was a high-level U.S. State Department official and covert intelligence guru. Iâd known him for many years.
I replied, âHarrington? With an H ?â I pretended to think about it. âIâm not familiar with the name.â
âMaybe if I remind you of a few details. Would that convince you?â
âI really donât know what youâreââ
He held up a hand. âWhen I was in office, they said I had access to every classified document in the system. Baloney. After what happened in Cartagena, I asked for a dossier on you. Know what I got? Nothing. Or next to nothing. Later, I ran across other globe-trotting Ph.D.s with backgrounds just as murky as yours. Scientists, journalists, a couple of attorneys, even one or two politicians. Thatâs when I began to suspect.
âI started digging. Insomniacs crave hobbies. I wonât tell you how but I discovered documents that hinted at the existence of a secret organization. An illegal organization, funded by a previous administration. Something called the âNegotiating and Systems Analysis Group.â Only thirteen plank