temple. This bought him a precious second, enough to give him a fighting chance. The two of them scrabbled and clawed for possession of the weapon, the lancing pain in Tomâs damaged wrist numbed by the panic.
The moment he realized heâd been beaten to the prize, the Cheka man froze. Keeping the revolver trained on him, Tom scrabbled to his feet.
âPlease . . .â said the man, raising a futile hand to stave off the bullet.
Tom glanced down Admiralty Quay: vague smudges of movement in the distance, drawing closer, but too far off yet to pose a threat.
Tom looked back at the man. He was young, Tomâs age, his lean, handsome face contorted with fear, and in those pitiful eyes Tom saw everyone who had ever been cruel to him, everyone who had ever hurt him, deceived him, betrayed him.
â Vade in pacem ,â he said quietly.
Go in peace â the same parting words of Latin which the priest had offered to him in the chapel at St Isaacâs just minutes before. He didnât know why they sprang from his mouth; he didnât care.
He was gone, disappearing down the darkened street, flying now on adrenaline wings.
The apartment building was a drab five-floored affair on Liteiny Prospekt, near the junction with the Nevsky. The grey morning light didnât do it any favours.
Tom watched and waited from across the street, one eye out for Cheka patrols, or anyone else showing undue interest in the apartment building. He had got rid of the bag, abandoning it in the coal cellar where heâd passed a sleepless night, swaddled in the clothing intended for Irina. The bullet that had knocked him flat in the park was now in his hip pocket. He had tried to think of it as his lucky charm, but how could it be? If Irina wasnât dead by now, she would be soon. He was too much of a realist to believe otherwise.
He knew how the Cheka operated; months of tracking their working methods from the safety of Finland had introduced him to the brutal truth. In Kharkov they went in for scalping and hand flaying; in Voronezh they favoured rolling you around in a barrel hammered through with nails. Crucifixion, stoning and impalement were commonplace, and in Orel they liked to pour water over their victims, leaving them to freeze outside overnight into crystal statues.
This is what the Revolution had brought out in men: not the best, but the very worst, the stuff of bygone eras, when Genghis Kahn and his blood-thirsty hordes had run merry riot through the Steppes.
In no way could Tom be held accountable for the dark state of nature that lurked in men, but he was to blame for choosing to gamble with it, and losing. How would things have turned out for Irina if he hadnât tried to intervene? She might have weathered the incarceration, the torture, and been released. What if he had underestimated her? Should he not have had more faith in her resilience?
These were the questions that had kept him awake in the coal cellar, and he couldnât imagine a time when they wouldnât plague his thoughts. If he had come here to this grim apartment building on Liteiny Prospekt, it was only with a view to dragging some small consolation from the disaster.
He had a street number and an apartment number, but no name. Markku had told him that the name was of no importance; the one he knew her by was probably false anyway.
âItâs a woman?â Tom had enquired.
âItâs something close,â had been Markkuâs enigmatic reply.
The problem lay in slipping past the concierge un noticed. It was well known that the building caretakers of Petrograd were rapidly becoming the unofficial eyes and ears of the Cheka. It was even rumoured that some made false denunciations of their residents, leaving them free to pillage the apartments once the âcounter-revolutionariesâ had been carted off.
Seeing an elderly woman rummaging for her key at the entrance door, Tom hurried across the street,
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