that now?â
âI donât know,â said Mel. âMust be a while. A year?â
âYeah. Still freaks me out though.â She glanced from the twins to the pram parked behind the row of parents. The mound of blankets was peacefully still, one tiny hand just visible, loosely curled. âWas it ⦠was it actually a ⦠rape?â Her stomach twisted as she said the word. âOr was it just an â¦Â assault?â
âI think it was a rape. Well, thatâs what was in the papers anyway.â
âGod. That poor child. And her parents. I mean, obviously it would be just completely devastating for something like that to happen anywhere, but I guess you think ⦠well, the libraryâs always felt like such a safe place.â
âI know. I used to leave Freddie in the kidsâ area while I went off to get my own books.â Mel made a face. âJoshâd kill me if he knew.â She sighed. âOh well. Not any more.â
âNo way.â
âAnd now,â the librarian was saying, disentangling herself at last from the headset, âweâre going to make some pigs of our own. Weâre each going to get one paper plate â¦â
âDo you think weâre too paranoid?â Bonnie said, as she and Mel went back over to the children.
âI donât know.â
âNobody worried about stuff like that when we were kids. I can remember sitting in the car for ages outside the shops waiting for my dad. And I reckon I was going to the milk bar by myself when I was not much older than these guys. Okay, maybe more like seven â but still, I canât imagine letting Edie or Lou, even in another couple of years â¦â
âYeah, but â¦â Mel looked up from where she was crouched beside Freddie, a pink pipe-cleaner between her fingers. âJust because our parents didnât worry about it doesnât mean bad things didnât happen. Itâs just not worth the risk, is it? Thatâs what it comes down to.â
Outside the cafe around the corner Bonnie opened her coat, lifted her jumper and latched Jess on. Her exposed skin tightened with the cold. âGod,â she said, âitâs freezing.â
âSure is. Here.â Mel scooted her seat closer and grabbed the edge of Bonnieâs coat, pulling it around and tucking it into the top of her jeans. âHowâs that?â
âBetter. Thanks.â
âNo worries.â Mel glanced over to the three older children, who were on a bench with their paper-plate pigs. âFreddie,â she called, âif you sit like that youâre very likely to fall over backwards.â She resettled in her seat. âSo, what else is news?â
âNothing much. Dougâs back.â
âPeteâs friend?â
âYeah. You remember â you met him at that barbeque that time. You said you thought he had, you know, personality border whatsit.â
âOh yeah, him. I thought they had a falling-out.â
âGod, I donât know.â Bonnie looked down at Jess. âI mean, they did. But now heâs back. I think thatâs what Doug does â he goes from friend to friend, sort of insinuating himself, and then because heâs so hard to be around eventually thereâs a fight of some sort and he goes off in a huff. And moves on to the next person, I guess.â
âYeah, right. Must be annoying.â
âThe problem is ⦠Well, itâs what you said, really: the boundaries arenât clear. Heâs Peteâs friend but heâs also working for Pete. And Peteâs kind of giving him the work as a favour. I mean, I donât think heâs really qualified to do what heâs doing. God, he annoys me. He does ââ She found herself glancing around, leaning forward, lowering her voice. âHe does all this really annoying kind of powerplay stuff, acting like heâs the
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