always attracted a certain type of woman, even if he was as ugly as sin, and he wasnât that. His features were harsh, maybe, but they werenât totally unappealing. Heâdbeen told when he was younger and less cynical that deep-set eyes, olive skin, and a nose that had been broken playing rugby were far more interesting than pretty-boy looks.
But who knew what the real truth was? He no longer cared. So long as Rosie loved him, that was all that mattered.
When he turned back to his visitor, however, he got a surprise. While heâd been speculating on the possibilities of her being afraid of him, sheâd slumped in her seat, shoulders hunched, head resting on the arms sheâd folded on the counter. She was either asleep or exhausted, he realised in amazement. And heâd bet money on the former. What the hell was going on?
The phone rang at that moment and at once she jerked awake. Cursing, Matt went to answer it, not knowing whether his irritation was caused by the fact that sheâd fallen asleep or that the sound had awakened her. Looping the receiver off the wall, he jammed it to his ear. âYeah?â
âMatt?â
âEmma!â Matt expelled a long breath. âHi! What can I do for you?â
âIâm not disturbing you, am I?â
It would be all the same if she was, thought Matt ruefully. He owed Emma Proctor too much to resent the interruption and, aware that Sara was watching him with wary grey-green eyes, he said swiftly, âNo, I just got back from taking Rosie to school. Iâm in the middle of making some coffee, actually. Iâm afraid we slept in this morning.â
Emma made a sympathetic sound. âOf course, itâs Mrs Webbâs day off, isnât it? I gather youâve had no luck with the agency?â
âNo.â Matt didnât particularly want to get into that now. âNo luck at all.â
âWhat about trying the local employment agency?â Emma suggested helpfully. âThey sometimes have childminders on their books.â
âBut I donât want a childminder,â declared Matt mildly. âI want someone with the proper training, not a girl who onlywants to work here on a part-time basis. I need someone in the evenings, too, when Iâm working. You know that.â
âWhat you need is a surrogate mother for Rosie,â said Emma a little tersely. âAnd the chances of finding someone like that whoâs also prepared to live in rural Northumbriaââ
âI know, I know.â He and Emma had had this conversation too many times for Matt to show much patience with it now. âLook, thanks for caring, but Iâve really got to work this out for myself.â
âIf you can,â muttered Emma huffily. âAnyway, that wasnât why I rang. I wondered if you wanted me to collect Rosie from school this afternoon. Iâve got to go to Berwick this morning, but I should be back byââ
âItâs okay. Iâve told Rosie Iâll pick her up myself this afternoon,â replied Matt quickly, wondering what his visitor was making of the one-sided conversation. He hesitated. âI appreciate the offer, Em. I really do. Some other time, yeah?â
âI suppose so.â To his relief, she didnât pursue it. âWell, Iâd better go. Thereâs nothing you want from Berwick, is there? I can always drop it off on my way home.â
âNot that I can think of,â said Matt politely. âHave a good day, Em. Speak to you soon.â
When he replaced the receiver he noticed that his visitor dropped her gaze, as if afraid of being caught out watching him. Frowning slightly, he turned back to the filter and saw that the jug was now full and steaming on the hotplate. Unhooking a couple of mugs from the rack, he looked at Sara again.
âBlack? White? With sugar or without?â
âWhite with no sugar,â she answered at once.