hair on his forearm, she shoved down the memory of tracing it with her fingertips and instead studied it just long enough to assure herself that the words Swift, Silent and Deadly still surrounded the white skull and crossbones on three sides. Then she looked back up into his dark eyes and, even as she recalled the name of his agency, said insistently, âYouâre a Marine. â
âFormer Marine. And as you said, maâam, itâs been a long time. I mustered out of the service over five years ago.â
Maâam? Victoria watched him bend down and pick up a computer case off the floor. Sure, he was here in a professional capacityâand she most emphatically did not desire to start up anything with him again. But, please. Maâam?
He straightened again and regarded her without expression. âIf youâll lead me somewhere I can set up my laptop, we can get started.â
She should have been glad that he was suddenly all business. She was glad. The only reason she hesitated at all, she told herself, was because she wanted the man she knew as Rocket gone.
Unfortunately, she feared she had dire need of John Miglionniâs services if she wanted to locate Jared any time soon. Recalling that his was the name that had repeatedly popped up as their best chance of locating a missing teenager when Robert checked around, she blew out a long, resigned breath. âPlease. Come into Fatherâs office.â It was better to get this over with. The sooner she did, the sooner Rocket-slash-John Miglionni would be on his way. Then any future dealings with him could be handled by Robert.
They settled into facing leather chairs a few moments later, and as he booted up his computer andpulled up a file, Victoria subjected him to a covert inspection. The only obvious difference that jumped out at her was the length of his hair, which was completely opposite to the military buzz cut heâd worn when sheâd known him. It was longer than her own now, which should have lent his face a feminine aspect. Instead it managed to do just the reverse and accentuated his high cheekbones, hawklike nose and the spare angularity of his face.
A cell phone rang into the silence of the dark-paneled office. With a rumbled apology, he twisted with supple grace to paw through the leather laptop case heâd set on the small table next to his chair. Bringing the phone to his ear, he punched the talk button. âMiglionni.â
Watching him from beneath her lashes as he asked an occasional question, said several uh-huhs and scribbled notes on a legal pad, she concluded he was still as long and lanky as ever. Except for his wide shoulders, he had the type of body that looked deceptively skinny in clothing. She knew for a fact, however, that beneath the black silk T-shirt and immaculately pressed black slacks, were muscles hard as tungsten.
Her gaze skittered back to his slacks and lingered a moment on another long and lanky shape forming an impressive bulge to the right of his fly. She tore her eyes away. Damned if sheâd let herself be dragged back into those memories.
More insidious and harder to ignore, though, was the recollection of how heâd made her feel. Good about herself. Safe. Free to explore her sexuality. He might have had a butterflyâs commitment to relationships, but sheâd sensed a rock-solid core to him, and heâd treated her so nice. After a lifetime spent dodging Fatherâs verbalslings and arrows, sheâd found Rocketâs rough-edged sweetness even more seductive than his sexual expertise.
Involuntarily, her lips curled up. Well, that might be stretching it a bit, since the two were so closely entwined in her memories. God knew sheâd been a fool for his way of making her feel like the funniest, smartest, sexiest woman in the universe. Another female might have questioned how many other women heâd made feel the same way. Victoria hadnât caredâat