on a dark
shirt and jeans, her face was tanned and her hair brown; she was confident nothing
would give her away.
He stopped by the front entrance shining his flashlight out over the parking lot,
like one bright eye. Dicey watched him. He listened, but his chest was heaving so
much that she was sure he couldn’t hear anything but the blood pounding in his ears.
She smiled to herself.
“You haven’t got a chance,” he called. “You better come out now, kid. You’re only
making it worse.”
Dicey covered her mouth with her hand.
“I know you now. We’ll find you out,” he said. He turned quickly away from the parking
lot and looked farther along the front of the mall. He hunched behind the flashlight.
He used the beam like a giant eye, to peer into the shadows. “There you are! I can
see you!” he cried.
But he was looking the wrong way. Dicey giggled, and the sound escaped her even though
she bit on her hand to stop it.
He turned back to the parking lot, listening. Then he swore. His light swooped over
the dark lot, trying to search out her hiding place. “Danny? I’m gonna find you.”
Dicey moved softly away on soundless sneakers through the covering shadows. He continued
to call: “I’ll remember your face, you hear? You hear me? Hear me?”
From halfway across the parking lot, safe in her own speed and in shadows, Dicey stopped.
Her heart swelled in victory. “I hear you,” she called softly back, as she ran toward
the empty road and the patch of woods beyond.
Much later, when she returned to the car, James awoke briefly. “Everything’s okay,”
Dicey whispered, curling down onto the cold seat to sleep.
CHAPTER 2
D icey awoke at the first light. A chilly dew beaded the windshield. James’s body leaning
against her side was the only warmth in the car. He still slept, so she didn’t move,
even though her stiff muscles ached to be stretched. She watched the sun rise into
a cold gray sky that turned warmer and brighter as the first peach-colored beams of
light grew golden, then yellow, then white. Surrounded by sleepers, Dicey sat content.
The car was a cave within which they were safe. It held them together; and it protected
them from outside forces, the cold, the damp, people.
At last James stirred, and his eyes opened. All four of them had the same hazel eyes,
although Dicey and James had their father’s dark hair, not the yellow hair their mother
had passed on to Maybeth and Sammy.
James’s hazel eyes looked at Dicey for a minute before he spoke. “It’s still true.”
His voice was hollow and sad. Their momma was really gone.
Dicey nodded. Sammy surged over from the backseat. “I gotta go to the bathroom. Bad.”
Dicey turned her head and a muscle protested all the way down her back. “Maybeth?
You awake?”
Maybeth was awake.
“Okay, then. Let’s take our clothes bags and change. And thefood bag too, if you’d like to eat breakfast outside.” Dicey took the map of Connecticut
and jammed it into her clothes bag.
It was Sunday and nothing moved in the parking lot, the same few cars stood empty.
The air was clear, clean, lucid, lying lightly upon the world that morning. The children
scrambled out of the car and Dicey led them across the highway to the woodsy patch
where she had hidden the night before. She led them into the thickest clustering of
trees, then they separated to go to the bathroom.
They ate the last peanut butter sandwiches sitting on a low stone wall, listening
to a few birds and watching the sunlight fall in bright, moving patterns onto the
leafy floor of the woods. The air grew warmer.
Dicey finished her sandwich and crumpled the wax paper up. She tossed it into the
food bag. Then she stripped down to her underpants and put on a pair of cutoff jeans
and a T-shirt. She also put on a pair of socks. The others changed too. Dicey insisted
that they wear socks.
“Why?” James asked.