evil.â
âI know that. But it clouds things. That car is an invitation for trouble in some of the neighborhoods I travel.â
Vanessa sighed. âSo youâll keep your apartment then? That canât possibly cause trouble.â
âIâll stay at least through graduation, when I can get a job. Then I donât know.â
âYour father and I feel so much better with you in an apartment with a doorman. It seems safer.â She patted the hand she held. âWe worry about you.â
âIâm a big girl. I need to be able to take care of myself.â
âWe both know your father isnât going to like this, so I hope youâre prepared for a fight.â
The words werenât lost on Sam. Sheâd have to fight her dad, but her mom was in her corner.
âThanks, Mom.â
âNow, tell me more about these kids who have you all worked up.â
Sam went to the stove and started to boil some water for tea. âThe shelter does amazing work. Women leave horrible conditions to come to us. Theyâve been beaten down, physically and emotionally, yet they somehow find the courage to run. But it seems like the run itself is all they had energy for. So many of them are still lost when they arrive. They donât know who they are anymore, if they ever did.â
âWhat exactly do you do?â Her mom had shifted so her complete attention was on Sam.
Sam loved that about her mom. No matter what they talked about, Vanessa always gave her total focus. As a teen, she resented it because she felt like she could never get away with anything, but after seeing how other people lived, sheâd grown to appreciate it.
âRight now, I mostly play with kids and talk to them. The hours I put in at the shelter work toward my degree. Once I graduate, I donât know that theyâll have a paying position for me. In fact, I doubt it. Iâll have to look somewhere else, but right now, I canât imagine not being there, so I might continue to volunteer.â She walked around the kitchen and pulled out teacups and tea bags while she waited for the water to boil.
âBut if you had your degree,â her mom continued, âwhat could you hope to do for these women and their children?â
âI hope to help them realize there is life after abuse. That not everyone is out to hurt them. That they can be valuable members of society. That they can raise their children to have a better life.â As she spoke, tears pricked the backs of her eyes and her throat thickened. She thought of the women she saw with such hollow looks in their eyes and her heart went out to them, especially because she knew so many would return to their old lives.
The kettle whistled and Sam turned her attention to the tea. Her mom came up next to her and put an arm around her shoulder.
âIâm proud of you. I had my doubts when you declared your major and told us you wanted to be a social worker.â
âWhy?â She knew her dad hadnât loved her decision, but her mom never let on.
âI knew you would excel at it. Youâre empathetic and love to help people. But youâre so softhearted that I worried that it would tear you apart. Social work isnât for the faint of heart. But seeing you now, hearing the conviction in your voice, Iâm not sure what to think.â
Sam poured water into the waiting teacups and handed one to her mom. They sat back down at the breakfast nook. âIâve enjoyed the work Iâve done at other locations, but this one just feels right. I donât know how to explain it. When I first walked in, I thought it would be horrible. I mean, what do I know about abused women and kids?â
She looked around the kitchen that was nothing short of lavish with its stainless steel appliances and marble counters. Life here had been easy. She never had to worry about anything.
âWhat changed?â
What had changed? At
R. K. Ryals, Melanie Bruce