mother would know. She knew the ins and outs of many things when it came to charity. âWhat was your favorite book at that age?â â The Little Engine That Could .â Even as a child she was prepared to save other children and make a difference. âThen I guess weâll have to start with that one, wonât we?â âWho are you?â she asked, her voice so quiet it was nearly a whisper. â The hoper of far-flung hopes and the dreamer of improbable dreams .â She leaned forward and propped her chin in her hand. He became uneasy beneath her scrutiny, so he stood. âI have to get going. I have rehearsal.â âSo youâre an actor.â He nodded. âUntil next time.â âWait. What are you rehearsing?â â A Christmas Carol . Iâm Scroogeâs nephew, Fred.â Free left the coffee shop with a great sense of accomplishment. Not only had Samantha talked with him and asked him to sit with her, sheâd told him about herself. Even he knew that if she wasnât interested in him at all, she wouldnât have bothered.
Samantha finished her coffee and drove to her parentsâ house in Lake Forest. The drive home always did something strange to her. She found comfort in the sights, but that nagging feeling still pulled at her. She hated feeling this way. It was time to put her foot down and be her own person. Instead of leaving her car parked in the circle drive, she pulled in near the garage to make it easier for her parents to put the car away. It wouldnât be coming back to the city with her. She let herself into the house and called, âMom?â âIn here, honey.â She followed her momâs voice to the kitchen. She found it funny that her mom so often sat in the room, because Sam couldnât remember a time her mother ever cooked. âHi, Mom.â Sam walked through the room and kissed her mom on the cheek. Vanessa closed the book she had on the table and removed her reading glasses. âWhat are you doing home? We didnât expect to see you until the holidays after finals.â Her mom acted like the drive from the city took days. She came home occasionally on the weekends just to visit, but her mom seemed to forget that. âIâve made some decisions and I want to talk to you and Dad about them.â âYour fatherâs not home yet. I donât know when he will be. Why donât you stay for dinner and wait with me?â âI canât. I have studying to do.â She sat across from her mom. Nerves roiled and the coffee in her stomach splashed uneasily. âIâm leaving my car here.â âIs there something wrong with it? I can call the mechanic now.â Vanessa reached for her phone. âNo, Mom. Itâs fine. Itâs just ... I hate driving that expensive car when Iâm working with people who arenât sure where their next meal is coming from. I have twenty kids in the shelter right now who canât count on Christmas.â âSweetheart, if you need a donation for your work, just ask. You donât need to make some noble gesture. Weâd be happy to help.â Sam sighed. âItâs not about donations, Mom. Itâs about who I am. I need to stand on my own, to make my own life. I canât do that if Iâm driving your car and living in the apartment you pay for.â âThatâs ridiculous. Your father and I have worked hard to provide you with a good life. You can do whatever you want with your life, but you donât have to throw away all of the advantages we gave you.â Sam pinched the bridge of her nose. âIâm not throwing away the advantages youâve given me. Iâm using my education to get the career I want. I just donât feel right flaunting my familyâs money in front of people who have nothing.â Her mother reached out and took her hand. âMoney isnât