âPretty stupid thing to do, Marlow, even for you. What made you scratch that on the principalâs car?â
âIt was a rocket ship,â Marlow muttered.
Charlie cracked a smile, but it slipped off his face after a second or two. âSeriously, dude, what are you going to do now?â
Marlow didnât answer, just turned and walked down the alley. Best thing to do to a question like that, turn your back on it.
Charlie scampered after him, his feet kicking up gravel. âMarlow, Iâm not kidding, you got to start facing up to things.â
âI am,â Marlow said. âI hated that place anyway.â
âSo youâre bolting again? Youâre running out of places to go. Gonna be prison or the army at this rate.â
Not the army. No way. Marlow closed his eyes, thought of Danny. He barely even remembered his brother, but he saluted his yellowing, fading photoâfull combat gear, bleached in desert sunâon the kitchen wall every single day. Had done ever since he was five years old and his brother hadnât come home. Once upon a time all heâd ever wanted was to be a marine like Danny. Maybe that way his mom would look at him the same way she did that photo, with love.
Then he thought of the empty coffin. The flag draped over it, folded by the honor guard and handed over to his mother at the funeral. Cowards canât be soldiers, his brain said, and he stared up at the sun to try to burn the words away.
âTheyâre hiring up at the concrete plant,â Charlie said, kicking a crushed can into a section of fence. âNot great but at least itâll keep you out of trouble.â He snorted. âThough trouble always seems to find you.â He snorted. âPicking a fight with Yogi Bear.â
âIâve seen you do worse,â Marlow said, looking at his friend. The first time heâd met Charlie the kid had been in a fight with two college jocks over in Tottenville. Heâd been outnumbered and outgunned but heâd been giving as good as he got. Theyâd both ended up bolting, holding their bloodied noses. Charlie probably would have chased them halfway across the state if Marlow hadnât stepped in to hold him back. Heâd almost gotten a black eye for his trouble.
âIâm the very definition of sweetness and light,â Charlie said. âWhere we going now?â
Marlow pulled his cell from his pocket and checked the time. It was nearly eleven. He half thought about calling his mom, telling her on the phone. It was better than seeing her face crumple, watching the tears fall. But he couldnât face her, not even on the phone. It wasnât the anger that worried him, he dealt with that all the time. No, it was the disappointment.
He needed some Dutch courage before he spoke to her.
âGonna go celebrate my newfound freedom,â he said, flashing a bitter smile at Charlie. âNo more school, man. Just sunshine and partying. Wanna join me?â
âGetting hammered before lunch? Thatâs your big plan?â
They exited the alleyway onto Park, a solid line of traffic bleating like robotic sheep and pumping out fumes. Marlow coughed, feeling the tickle again, the beast slipping its fingers around his throat. Man, he hated this city, hated the cars, hated the schools, hated the people.
âMarlow?â Charlie said, reaching out and grabbing his shirt. âYou donât want to end up like your mom. Like my old man.â
He shrugged loose, the anger burning up inside him like the sun.
âIâll be fine,â he said, walking off so that Charlie wouldnât see the fire reach his face. âJust go back, do your thing, live your life.â
Push, push, push. Itâs all he seemed to do sometimes.
âYeah, real fine,â said Charlie. âGo have a morning cocktail, Marlow, run away like you always do.â
There was the sound of scuffing heels as he made his way
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