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Sheâd had to do so much of it throughout her life. Maybe the angels were giving her as many opportunities as she needed to get it right.
So she tried to let her resentment go. She wasnât the head-in-the-clouds teenager she used to be. No matter how it seemed, Ben had to have matured, too. So it was with as clear a heart as she could manage that she tried one more time. âLet me take a look at your back. You canât go home like that.â
âSure I can. My family wouldnât recognize me if I didnât have something wrong.â
Where he could have said those words flippantly, he was steadier. Lines had dug their way into the corners of his eyes, and gave his face character. It was his eyes that had changed. They didnât light up. They didnât sparkle.
She couldnât stop the cloying sadness that overtook her. A sense of loss overwhelmed her, and suddenly wrestling to forgive him didnât seem like such a big problem.
By the looks of it, heâd had a tough road over the years, too.
He didnât look at her as he made his explanations and his attempt at an escape and emotional distance. âIâve gotta get home. Looks like theyâre taking the mother to the hospital. Sheâs lucky. Goes to show alot of folks donât realize the danger when theyâre filling up their tanks.â
âI guess no one really thinks about it. I donât.â She got the clue. He didnât want to remember old times. Neither did she. It was sad, the years that stretched empty and lost between them. As much trouble as the teenage Ben had brought into her life, he had brought laughter, too. Where once they had been close, now they couldnât be more distant. Just two people who stopped to get gas during one summerâs night. Theyâd keep it polite, the type of conversation two strangers might have.
She didnât know what more to say to him. She didnât know how to broach the past. To ask if heâd gotten married, if he had kids, or if heâd stayed as carefree and independent as heâd always intended to be. What did he do in the military? How had he become injured?
She was so far removed from the local news. She didnât live in the same small town any longer. She lived here in Bozeman and went home a few Sunday evenings a month to have supper at her momâs, but her old lifeâincluding an innocent teenage romance with Benâwas so past history, it wasnât even a shadowed blip on her radar.
âGoodbye,â she said to Ben casually, as if heâd never been special to her.
As if heâd never been the man sheâd once intended to marry.
As if her heart were whole and her life as it should be, she walked to her car, climbed in and drove off without looking back.
Chapter Two
C adence Chapman. Wow, that was someone he hadnât thought about in too longâand on purpose. She could still tie him up in knots, that was for sure. Ben rubbed the back of his neck with one hand as he eased the truck to a crawl.
The turnout from the paved county road to the driveway was hard to find in the dark. It always had been. Scrub brush, salmonberry bushes and super-tall thistles that had yet to be tamed by a Weedwacker obscured the stake marking the edge of the driveway.
The tiny red reflector still hung crooked from the stake. It had been that way since he was in second grade. One misty morning while waiting for the school bus, heâd been bored, so heâd tossed rocks at the reflector, knocking it askew until one of the bigger Thornton boys had told him to stop.
There was a reason he didnât like remembering. It wasnât so good coming home. His neck was a tangle of melted-together fibers, his chest a tight ball of confused hurt, which seeing Cadence had caused even after all this time.
And on top of all that, driving up the road made his guts coil up, negating the fact that he was hungry as all get-out. He had