though Mumâs made lasagne. Normally this would excite me, but tonight Iâm slumped at the table watching my brother eat his third serve, and waiting for the âconversationâ to start. If they think Iâm going to start it, theyâre so wrong. Iâm going to make them squirm through this for as long as possible.
Dadâs tried to smile at me a few times, but heâs got tomato sauce on his chin and it makes him look ridiculous. I donât smile back. Iâve moved into punishing mode and Iâm pretty good at it, so theyâd better watch out.
âLily ââ
I look at Dad. I know what he wants to talk about, I can even guess what heâs going to say, and Iâm not going to make it easier for him.
âDid Mum show you the house?â
âNope.â
âDo you want to see it?â
Before I can answer, my traitorous little brother is nodding with a mouthful of lasagne. âI do.â
âNope,â I answer as I glare at him.
Mum smiles at Max. âIâll show you after dinner.â
âThanks, Mum.â
This is all just getting worse. Mum often takes my brotherâs side, but itâs not fair to do it when theyâre making me move to the country. As if I was ever going to be happy about this.
âLil, your mum tried to explain why weâre moving.â
âYeah â because youâre unemployed.â
âWell, thatâs only half the reason. Your mum has been offered a retrenchment package and itâs a good time for us to make some changes. We really want to spend more time together. And living in the country will mean we can live more cheaply, and hopefully Iâll get work there.â
âI donât want to spend more time together. Iâm fifteen. Iâm not supposed to spend any time with you.â
Dad smiles at me and reaches out to touch my hand, but I move away.
âWell, we want to be around more,â he says gently.
âWhy?â
âBecause we love you.â
âOh please. Thatâs got nothing to do with it. You bought a house without telling me and now you expect me to be happy about it. Well, Iâm staying here. With Ruby.â
And as I say it, I know thatâs the answer. I can just move in next door and live with her and her mum.
âNo, honey. Youâre coming to Gideon with us.â
âGideon? What sort of nameâs Gideon?â
âWe know itâs going to be hard for you to leave this house and Ruby and school, but itâll be exciting.â
âI donât want exciting.â
âI do,â pipes up Max.
âShut up, Max.â
âNo. Itâs not all about you.â
âClearly. No one bothered to ask me what I thought.â
âWe wanted to surprise you,â says Dad.
âWell, it worked. Thanks.â
Dad looks at Mum and does that half-smile where he knows heâs not going to win. She starts clearing away the dinner plates, even though Iâve eaten nothing.
âMax, you can help me and then Iâll show you the house.â
As soon as theyâve left the room, Dad moves his chair closer. It scrapes along the floor. âLil, we need to try this.â
âI donât.â
âWe need to do it as a family.â
âWhy canât I stay here with Ruby?â
âBecause youâre part of our family and youâre a child.â
âYouâre always saying Iâm not a child, but now when it suits you I am.â
âSorry, Lil, but weâre putting this house on the market. Weâre moving in a month.â
âA month!â
He nods and now I feel the tears coming, rushing up from every part of me. I donât want to cry in front of him. I want to stay angry.
âPlease, just try.â
I blurt out a sob and then I canât stop the tears. Dad tries again to touch my arm, but I jump up and hurry away from the table.
This time I slam my