world.â
âHe has gone to a far better place,â she whispered, wincing at the way the words, sincerely meant, could sound so trite.
âHe was different, Darcy. You must have known that.â
âSmart, sweet, wonderful,â she whispered.
Joshâs father was still smiling. He reached into his wallet suddenly, producing a card. âI doubt if Iâll be around the old homestead here much anymore. Please, take this. If you ever need help, if you ever need to just talk, call me. Come see me. You have great folks of your own, Darcy. I know theyâll help you through. But if youâre ever confused, lostâ¦call me. Remember that I amâwasâhis dad. Iâll always be there for you. You were always there for my boy.â He hesitated. âAnd you may find that you need me. Remember this, please, Iâll always be there.â
He touched her head gently, then walked away, leaving her at the coffin. She stood there for several seconds, feeling the breeze touch her face, noting again the unbelievable blue of the sky. Down by the road, her parents were waiting. They would give her all the time she needed.
She saw that Hunter, leaning on his crutches, was waiting as well.
She didnât think that she could bear to talk to him.
She knelt down in the earth at the head of the coffin, suddenly overwhelmed with bitterness. âOh, Josh, I will never speak to him again,â she whispered softly, then shook her head. âGod help me!â
She closed her eyes. It seemed that Joshâs voice entered her head. âDarcy, hey, donât be so hard on Hunter. You know, he realized that Mike was being a homicidal jerk. He tried.â
The voice was so real that her eyes flew open.
The day hadnât changed. The sky was still blue, the breeze still soft. The coffin still lay in the mechanism that would shortly bring it deep into the ground.
Tears welled in her eyes again. She closed them tightly, and prayed. Then she rose, kissed the coffin, and murmured. âJosh, I will never forget you. And like your dad said, you will always be in my heart. Always. If I live to be a hundred.â
At last, she turned away. She started for the road where her parents, and Hunter, waited.
For a moment, the hate remained. She couldnât even look at Hunter. Then she remembered Joshâs words, so real in her mind. Donât be so hard on Hunter .
He was still crying. She managed to walk to him and place a hand on his arm. âYou tried,â she said very softly.
âOh, Darcy!â he whispered sickly.
âYou tried,â she repeated. âOne dayâ¦one day, we can talk again.â
Amazingly, she felt better. And she knew that Hunter hadtried. She knew, too, that his leg would heal. His heart never would. He would live with the night in which Josh and Mike had died all of his life. And he would fight the guilt in his soul just as long.
Her mother was waiting with outstretched arms. Her father, too. She ran to them, and let them do all the right things they thought that they could do.
That night, her mother gave her a sleeping pill, since she hadnât really slept since the accident.
And it was the pill, she was convinced the following day, that caused her strange dreams.
She was back at the cemetery. It wasnât a blue day anymore. It wasnât exactly gray, either. It seemed that there was a cast of silver, like a mist, over the day. Time had passed, and she walked through the old gnarled trees, ancient graves, and newer ones, that composed the cemetery. Josh had been buried beneath a beautiful old oak. She walked toward it, clad in black, bearing a bouquet of flowers.
And yetâ¦
As she neared it, she saw a thin man standing by the old oak. Frowning, she came closer. And it was Josh.
He looked very handsome, dressed in the dark suit, tailored shirt, and crimson tie in which he had been buried. His dark hair was trimmed and brushed, as it had