circumstances, but there: she glanced back again. His pulse quickened. As they approached the first intersection almost parallel to one another, he caught her eye and said, âExcuse me. Would you like a cigarette?â
âOkay,â she answered in a small voice.
They met in the centre of the road.
âMy nameâs Derek,â he said as he held out the pack.
She took one, smiling shyly. âIâm Sarah.â
Up close he didnât find her very attractive, but she was unexpectedly young and there was something appealing in her suppliant stance and the tender way she was looking up at him. From her swarthy complexion he thought she might be Portuguese. âItâs a nice night,â Rowe said, lighting her cigarette, then his own.
âYes.â She barely inhaled.
âYouâre very pretty.â
âThank you.â
He couldnât place her accent and wondered what to say next. It felt as if anything at all were possible. âMay I give you a little kiss?â
She shrugged. âUm, okay.â
He leaned over and put his hand on the side of her head, bringing his lips down to hers. She kissed him back. It was like a strange dream. âIâm certainly glad to meet you. Maybe we should go sit down so we can talk.â
He took her by the hand and led her to a slight knoll partially concealed by a small tree just off the sidewalk. After they lowered themselves, he flicked his cigarette into the street and kissed her more seriously, slipping his hand inside her open coat and holding her by the waist. Then, moving upwards over her ribs, he palmed her small breast through her blouse and caressed it, feeling the outline and then the growing distinction of nipple unencumbered by bra.
Rowe looked into her dark eyes while he fumbled with the buttons and pulled open her shirt, trying to commit her tits to memory in case they vanished. As he caressed them she put her hand over his and nervously whispered, âPeople are there.â
There was a couple walking up the next street. He leaned back on the grassy dirt and shifted his prick while she rearranged herself, and asked, âWould you like to come back to my place?â
âOkay.â
She dropped her cigarette and stepped on it as they began walking. Rowe put his arm around her. He tried to piece together the apparent facts: her hair looked clean, the coat and slacks were all right, she didnât appear to be crazy, and her seeming naiveté didnât fit the standard hooker profile. Maybe she was some kind of angel. He asked, âDo you live around here?â
âOn Beverley Street.â
âWere you coming back from somewhere when I met you?â
âI was in the bar. Where you were.â
âYou were there too? I didnât see you.â
At the corner of Huron and College they got into a cab. He took her hand in the back seat and said he was happy theyâd met, but was surprised she wasnât worried about talking to strangers on dark streets.
âI was bored in my room. I didnât want to go back.â
âYou were looking for adventure.â
âYes.â
âDo you have a boyfriend or anything?â
âYes.â
Rowe assumed that sheâd misunderstood, and didnât pursue it. As he looked out the window it occurred to him that they werenât far from Beverley, and suggested that they go to her place instead. After telling the driver to take the next right, he asked her where she was from and was perplexed when she said India. It was getting so he couldnât tell where anyone was from anymore. The cabbie, glancing at them in the rearview mirror, could have been from India, Iran, or fucking who-knows-where himself.
âHow long have you been here?â
âThree years,â she said. âFirst year I was in Montreal.â
âIs your family here or back home?â
âHome. I came here myself.â She squeezed his hand and