artificial lights never alter. Station life would drive me crazy. I need a natural cycle, which is why I often linger planetside after Kai and Iâflinch away from that thought, as I follow March at a dead run. God, I hope thatâs not a prophetic thought.
The Psychs donât realize the reason Iâm not completely nuts, since Iâve been running a lot longer than most, is that my early life granted me the ability to compartmentalize. Just shut stuff off, lock it away. In a room inside my head part of me may, in fact, already be gibbering mad, but I donât let that one out to howl. Just like part of me mourns Kai, curled up in a corner, sobbing like a child. And the rest of me functions.
Just like now. Canât help wondering what Iâve gotten myself into, but then Iâve never been one to wait around. And just what in the hell does he want with meâif this isnât a Corp trap? I have a bad feeling and a stitch in my side, but March isnât breaking stride, and damned if Iâll let him outrun me.
Right before the first checkpoint, a pair of Corp security drones stumbles on us, and he never slows, diving between their blue laser fire like this is all part of the job, coming up beneath in their blind spot. Brute forceâhe crushes them together, smashing their sensors, so their feed to the security station goes black, then he slams them again in a spray of sparks. I hear the low whir of their tiny thrusters slowing, then they drop, heavy, inert. Maybe two corridors over I hear more booted feet. Theyâre coming to investigate the outage of the two drones.
âMove,â he tells me fiercely as the second set of alarms kick in.
Orange alert? Holy shit .
That means they donât care if they take us alive.
Up till now, I had always thought of the Corp as a friendly Big Brother, hand out to help, interested in exploration, in science and discovery. And sure, they had a military arm, but that was for defense and protection, not for assault. Now Iâm wondering just what I donât know about the Corp, what else they do, quiet and smiling, while yokels lap up their adorable ad campaigns about little boys pointing at the heavens in awe as a shooting star carries the Corp logo overhead.
âIf theyâve gone into lockdown, we wonât be able to use the doors,â I pant, as he makes for the security station at a brisk walk, not unlike the pace one would use if a bit pressed for time for a moderately important business meeting. âAre you crazy ? Weâre going to have to fight our way through half the Corpââ
He ignores me and lays out the first guard with a hard hook before the poor bastard hardly registers weâre there. Even with alarms sounding, you just donât expect a man in a suit to fight like a gladiator; you expect him to stride up, and say politely, âIâm sorry, Iâm quite turned about. Do you know where the lift is to the hydroponics gardens?â The second man, March takes by the throat and stares into his eyes. I donât know what the frag that was about, but the man just crumples, lying up against the wall as if heâs about to piss himself. And once more, March keys the door open, and heâs hauling for the next point without looking back.
We pass two more security doors exactly like that while Klaxons blare and more teams deploy. One hand on my cramping side, I canât help but think this is the crappiest rescue Iâve ever seen and I want answers , not that Iâm a hundred percent sure I needed rescuing. Maybe that was lack of sleep and paranoia and the general creepiness of Psych Officer Newel. I may have just fragged up and made things way worse for myself, ruined my career and put my fate in the hands of a maniac.
As we hit the freighter bays, a gray squad opens fire. They arenât telling us to halt or to surrender. Mother Mary of Anabolic Grace, they really want to fry us. I dive