mindâ
âBuckley! Front and center!â Coach Leider appears next to me, all muscles and camo, a huge smile on top of his massive chin. He sniffs the air and waves his hand in front of his face. âYikes, Wilson, you sure youâre wearing enough bug spray? No one ever died from an insect bite, son.â
âThat canât be true,â says PJ. âI was just watching Kingdom of the Spiders with William Shatner, and they talk about howââ
âYou know what I mean,â groans Coach. âGo on ahead, will you? I have to talk to your buddy here.â PJ gives me a nervous glance but keeps walking. Coach and I slow to a stop. He crouches down, and his voice gets low. âHow you doing, Ian?â
Uh-oh. Coach Leider doesnât use first names. Iâve only ever been âBuckley.â Somethingâs up. âFine, Coach. Excited to get moving. Weâre going for a hike, right?â
âHereâs the thing,â says Coach. âMichael McDermott has asthma, and Iâm the only teacher here with CPR training. That means that I have to trade one person in my activity group for one person in Ms. Brandtâs. You follow?â I nod. He stares at me for a secondâhe almost looks sadâand says, âI know you were really excited to be part of my group, Ianââ
Oh. Now I get it. âMe?! Why me ?! Sean and Mitch and I, we have this bet goingâI wanted toâwe were going toâwhy ME ? â
He shrugs. âPJ Wilson is in Ms. Brandtâs group, and you two are thick as thieves. Right? I figured Iâd be sticking you with one of your friends.â
âWeâre notââ The words canât even come out of my mouth, they feel so lousy. Weâre not friends . Itâs a lie, but right now, missing out on three days of fun with my basketball teammates, I wish it was true. Ugh. And now Iâll have to be filmed through all of this trip. âFine.â
âYou cool?â says Coach Leider.
Pfff. Am I cool. âYeah, whatever,â I tell him, hoping he hears how lame this is.
âGood.â He hisses through his teeth. âThereâs something else, too. Donât get upset, but . . . I heard that you have a history with someone else in Ms. Brandtâs group, so I should probably talk to you about her. Apparently, the two of you had a fight in Ms. Deanâs class onceââ
Oh no. I feel my stomach sink and my heart melt into goo. Off in the distance, marching toward the girlsâ cabins, I see her big brown pom-pom of hair, and itâs bad, man, itâs worse than a million and one PJs.
Anyone, anyone but her.
Chapter Two
Kendra
A ccording to my Field Guide to Montana Animal and Plant Life , there are fifteen species of owl that are native to the mountain ranges that we are currently camping at the feet of, the Bitterroots. And while they only hunt at night, some owls have been known to come out in the evening and scare up prey that gets confused by the dim light but enjoys the warmth of the evening sun. Therefore, the evenings are when I have to be most alert. That is one of my goals for the tripâto see an owl in flight, specifically the flammulated owl, who looks notably like Yoda from the Star Wars movies.
There is something about owls that fascinates me, perhaps because they are historically symbols for wisdom or because they just appear statelier than most birds, their eyes huge and their chests puffed out. I can only hope that when I see an owl, the owl will see some wisdom in me. Weâll recognize each otherâs brilliance. And it doesnât hurt that theyâre extremely pretty.
But Iâm ideating (thatâs three; two more times and Iâve filled my vocabulary quota for the week).
Once weâve dropped all our stuff off at our bunksâit appears Iâm the only girl who didnât bring any lip gloss or hair accessories (as though I