father looked so uncomfortable. This meeting was clearly something Chris wasnât supposed to see. Which meant that he needed to see much, much more.
General Colter stood up slowly and shook Chrisâs hand. âGood to meet you.â His handshake nearly broke Chrisâs fingers.
âYou too,â Chris said. âListen, General, could you please just give me and my dad a minute? See, Iâm having âboy problems.â I
love
your outfit, by the way.â Chris smiled.
General Colter looked mortified, and Chris savored every moment of it. The general stared at Chris and then flashed his father a dubious glance. âWhy donât I give you two a minute,â he said finally.
âOh, God
bless
you.â Chris grinned. âItâll only be a sec!â Chris held the door open for the general and then slammed it closed behind him. The smile instantly dropped from his face.
Chrisâs father glared at him with even deeper disdain than usual. âWhat the hell are you doing?â He clenched his teeth to keep his volume in check. âIf youâre trying to embarrass me, then congratulationsââ
âWhat am
I
doing?â Chris snapped. âWhat are
you
doing? What kind of deal are we making with him? What, did the army run out of no-tears shampoo or something?â
âChris, keep your voice down. This is not the time or place for this. Go back to school. Go back to school, and Iâll see you at dinner.â
âNot until you tell me whatâs going on here.â Chris stepped over to the desk and picked up one of the contracts, but his father swiped it from his hand.
âChris, this has nothing to do with you, all right? This is none of your concern.â
âOh, the family business is none of my concern now?â
âThis
is none of your concern. Go back to school, or go home, or go anywhere. Just go. We will talk
laterâ
âNo, Iâd rather stay, thanks.â Chris plopped down in his fatherâs chair and threw his feet up on the desk. âLetâs bring General Colter back inâmaybe heâll tell me whatâs going on.â Chris reached for the phone, but his father slammed it back down.
âEnough!â Dr. Rodke hissed. There was so much anger in his fatherâs eyes, Chris actually caught himself flinching, but he covered it immediately. And somewhere in that moment, Chris finally realized what an idiot he was being.
This was about the drug. Of course. This was about their entire operation. They were making some kind of deal with the military, and Chris wasnât supposed to know a thing about it. They were keeping him completely out of the loop. âThe army?â Chris uttered. âWeâre working with the army?â Bloodrushed to his face with each word. His nails dug into his palms. âWhen exactly were you going to tell me? When was anyone going to tell me what we were planning here?â
âWe
are not planning anything, Chris.
Skyler
and I are planning. You did your part. You did your job, and now itâs done. So you can go now, and you can spend some of my money, or throw yourself one of your parties, or whatever it is you do, and your brother and I will take it from here. Do you understand?â
Each word was more condescending than the last. Chris could feel the humiliation gathering in his chest like an infection. He looked his father deep in the eye.
âI
am your son, too, asshole. And in case you havenât noticed, I have practically been running this entire thing myself, risking my life out there in the scummiest parts of this city for you, while your favorite son has been âhandlingâ the oh-so-challenging task of flirting with jail bait. So why wonât you give me some freaking
respect,
goddammit?â
âShut up!â His father dug his fingers into Chrisâs arm and tugged him brutally out of his chair. âI told you to keep your