Venus wasnât what was bothering him. It was his life in general. His gaze drifted back to the visions of the constellations he had summoned within the fiery pillar. They looked so peacefulâ¦majesticâ¦so free. Longing washed over the God of Fire. If only he could escape to the heavens and leave the tedium of his life behindâ¦
And why couldnât he? He was an Olympian. A powerful god. Nothing was impossible for him.
Of course he couldnât leave his realm untended. Vulcan rubbed his face and began to pace back and forth in front of the burning pillar. Who could run his realm were he to leave it forever? None of the other gods would deign to take his positionâit was too far beneath them, literally as well as figuratively. He had no flashy view, no frolicking nymphs, no glittering decadence. He controlled the fires of the earth and Olympus. It was an important job, but it certainly wasnât as flashy as, say, pulling the sun across the sky or bringing spring to the earth.
Pacing did nothing to relieve his frustration. Heâd walk. That would clear his head. As he climbed the stone steps that led to the surface he tried to concentrate on the positivesâhe was a god, and even though it would take a miracle for him to be able to retire to the heavens, the Olympians were known for their ability to work miraclesâ¦.
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The God of Fire walked slowly across the grand ballroom of Zeus and Heraâs palace. He could have moved more quickly. His lameness didnât prohibit speed; it just prohibited grace. Over the eons he had learned to be slow and steady to save himself from disdainful looks and muttered insults. How he loathed the immortals and their unceasing passion for perfection. They were shallow and selfish. Most had no comprehension of what real pain and sacrifice and loneliness meant.
Vulcan uttered an oath under his breath. He should have gone to ancient earth and walked through a deserted forest there to do his thinking. What had made him come to his parentsâ temple? It was stupid of him because the perfection that surrounded him only made his own imperfections more obvious.
âVulcan? I called after you several times and you did not hear me. Is all well with you, my son?â He stopped and turned to face Hera, who was hurrying after him. Automatically he relaxed his expression and smiled at his mother. âAll is well. I was just lost in thought. Forgive me for being rude.â He kissed her soft cheek.
âYou would never be rude, my son.â Her sharp eyes studied him. âYou seem sad. Are you quite certain all is well with you?â
âMother, please donât worry about me.â Vulcan forced another smile.
âYou know I do.â She drew in a deep breath.
âThere is no need. Now I must get back to my realm. It was good to see you, Mother.â He kissed her cheek again, and before those knowing eyes of hers could see further into his soul, Vulcan hurried away. The last thing he needed was his motherâor may all the gods forbid, his fatherâlooking too closely at his life. He followed his own path, chose his own destiny. And he definitely didnât want interference from the king and queen of the gods.
Had Vulcan hesitated and glanced over his shoulder at Hera, he would have been surprised to see her circling her fingers in the air, which instantly began to glitter. And had he been listening carefully, he might have heard her whisper, âI grant my son a single dose of mother love to aid him in whatever it is that is making his heart heavy.â
Vulcan didnât turn around, though, and he didnât listen to his motherâs whisper. He definitely didnât notice the almost invisible thread of power that followed him.
Vulcan continued through the palace, intent on leaving before he ran into any of the other Olympians. He still moved slowly, but his gait wasnât awkward and self-conscious. Actually he