to me as it must have gotten to Damon himself.
Charles told me two weeks in advance of Damonâs visit.
âItâll be nice to see him again,â I said, trying to conceal my elation at the news, which to my confused mind was like a lantern flashing in the night. âAnd I suppose theyâll be having a soiree in his honor?â I ventured.
âI suppose,â said Charles, as though the matter bored him.
âAlthough his taste in entertainment may differ from yours, itâs well to remember he doesnât come home often, and after all, he is your brother.â
Charles smiled. âI guess youâre right, although I have a suspicion it might just be youâve a mind that favors parties.â
I merely smiled back in reply.
I didnât bother with a new party dress for Damonâs homecoming this time, but instead bought a horseâa brown gelding not nearly so fine as Sandy, though heâd serve my purpose well enoughâand took up riding again.
On the night after Damonâs arrival the inevitable party was held by his friends, and I sat outside Charlesâs office awaiting him to finish some business for a client. For an hour and a half I heard the sound of lively music through the open window. The party was going on not far away.
Once Charles opened his door and looked out. âYou donât have to wait if youâd rather not, Claire. Go on and Iâll join you there,â he said.
I almost agreed, then thought of the danger of giving my feelings away too soon, and said, âTake your time, Charles. Iâll be fine.â
When at last we took the short walk to where the big hall stood, its windows lit up, doors opened wide, and its floor dusty from the strut of frolicking people, Charles said, âSlow down, Claire. Whatâs the hurry?â
âIâm tired of waiting for you, thatâs what,â I told him.
âWell, forgive me for keeping you. Since you didnât get fitted out in a new dress, I figured maybe you werenât any more anxious than I was to go tonight.â
âThereâs no point in going at all if weâre going to miss most of it, is there?â I said tartly. Though I wouldnât tell Charles, it was not strictly the waiting that had me on edge. Iâd been wondering all that day whether Damon Becker could possibly live up to the man I remembered, or if Iâd allowed myself to dream him into someone so awesomely desirable that my seeing him again, in the flesh, could only lead to disappointment.â¦
It wasnât to be. He was if anything more magnificent than before, his face roughened by the salty air, his red beard fuller, his eyes stunning and grown more alert by his experiences with the tricky nature of the oceans he sailed.
âYou remember Claire Haines,â said Charles, tapping his big shoulder.
He turned around to face us, and at once I knew he didnât remember me at all. âOf course,â he said, his eyes searching. âCharles always has had uncanny good luck in finding the townâs most beautiful women, eh Charles?â He took my fingers in his warm, rough hand and lifted them to his lips. His beard tickled them and and sent a shiver from the base of my spine to my cheeks.
I knew I must make him remember. âIâve taken up riding again,â I said, âthough my horse is not nearly as fine as the palomino I once owned.â
Something registered in his eyes.
âI find the same paths around the thicket as good as ever, but nowadays Iâm more wary of dangers that might lie ahead.â
âIs that so?â he said. âYes, riding is good sport around Grady, especially on long afternoons.â
I nodded and looked deep into his eyes. More than words had passed between us.
The next afternoon I rode the horse I hadnât bothered to name and wouldnât keep for long down the paths near the thicket, and soon I spotted Damon across
Temple Grandin, Richard Panek