getting out of the papers and getting on with the life sheâd been working toward. The life where she was judged on her merit rather than how successfully she wore a gown or what the press reported her priorities to be.
But Nate would never have come to her if his secret wasnât important.
And she had to admit some brazen bit of her psyche, too long neglected, reveled in the stir the name Payton Liss paired with Nate Evans would cause. Definitely talk of a different flavor.
Brandt would be livid. Though her inward snicker quickly turned to pause. Whatever had transpired between Brandt and Nate hadnât been washed away by the passage of time. After ten years, the mere mention of Nate Evans put her brother into a latherâ¦and she still didnât fully understand why. As she didnât understand why Nate had closed himself off from her so abruptly. So absolutely.
Casting a sidelong glance at the tuxedo-clad villain himself, she realized this could very well be her chance to find out.
âWhat happened with Brandt? Why did you hurt him that way?â
Nateâs jaw set, the muscle jumping once before he answered. âMaybe Brandt deserved to be hurt a little.â
Her brother had done a lot of things over the years she couldnât condone. Couldnât understand. In the back of her mind, sheâd always suspectedâ
âMaybe he deserved worse.â The ice blue of Nateâs gaze raked over her in one slow, telling sweep before it locked back at her eyes. âI could have done worse.â
Her mouth opened, to gasp or deny, only nothing came of it but a slow leaking breath that might have been regret. She would have given Nate anything. Done anything he asked.
If heâd decided to use her as a means of payback or revenge or whatever motivated him back then, he would have found no resistance. Only the eager willingness of a girl desperate for him to see her as a woman. And the repercussions⦠âBrandt would have gone nuts.â
Nate let out a bark of laugher. âYeah, well, it wasnât concern for your brother that stopped me.â
A tide of warmth washed through her and she stole a glimpse his way. Her hero, always and in the most unconventional ways. Only heâd walked away from her as if their friendship meant nothing. âWhereâve you been all this time?â
Her quietly posed question brought a pause, and the faint lines around his eyes lost their laughter. âThe last six months Iâve spent mostly in Germany.â He shifted in the nest, stretching out one long leg before them. âBabysitting a new venture that didnât take off the way Iâd anticipated.â
It wasnât what sheâd meant. Sheâd been thinking more of where heâd been for the past ten years. Theyâd been close. Theyâd been friends. And then one day, he just wasnât. Except now he was back. Asking her to be the friend he needed to help him.
âDo you want to tell me what this is all about?â
Nate ran a wide palm over the heavy line of his jaw. âHonestly, Iâd like to get out of your little home-away-from-home here.â
Pushing to his feet, he dug into his pocket for a handful of bills he then tucked under the champagne bottle left atop the rolling cart. âWhat do you say?â Catching her hand, he pulled her up with him. âStrength in numbers, right? We head back into the reception and give âem something to talk about?â
It was tempting. Made even more so by the warmth radiating up her arm from Nateâs casual touch. She didnât want it to end, but as he led her out into the kitchen access hall Paytonâs steps dragged.
Nate turned, seemingly amused by her hesitance. âWhat?â
âI need to think about this.â
The idea of the talk surrounding her laced with something other than pity was thrilling, and the opportunity to spend some time with Nate againâwell,