main intersection, where cars, buses, and taxis jostle for space. Noah stops at the corner. He doesnât seem hurried so we wait for the light to change. I force myself to get up the nerve to say something.
âIâve got my three-hundred test coming up at the recruitment center,â I blurt out.
âThatâs nothing to worry about,â he says.
âThree hundred questions! Iâll probably run out of answers after the first page.â My voice rises. âIâll be the only recruit who has ever failed a personality test. They wonât know what to do with me.â
Noah laughs. The light turns green. He steps off the sidewalk with such grace. He seems unaware of the weights on him: the rifle knocking against his leg with every step, his guitar slung over his back, and his bulky duff el bag that makes it feel like heâs leaving home forever.
âOnly three hundred questions?â he says, turning to flash me a smile.
My house is straight up the next street, but I turn toward the bus depot with him. The station is slowly filling with other soldiers weighed down with rifles of their own, as well as heavy coats slung over their packs as if here they donât feel the cold. We stop before we reach the others.
âWhy, âonlyâ?â I ask him.
âI can think of a thousand questions to ask you.â
Curiosity gets the better of me. âLike what?â
âLike where was your favorite sunrise?â he asks without a momentâs hesitation.
I scowl and am about to say how the army doesnât care about that kind of thing, but then I grab his arm and pull his sleeve. âI actually know the answer to that.â
âI knew you would.â His look encourages me to go on.
âIt was at my auntâsâup north, near the sea. We got up early to go hiking. And it was the most amazing sight. At first the light crept over the hills, and then slowly the sky changed to red and orangeâ¦.â My voice trails off.
He tosses his bag on the ground and rests his guitar beside it. The gun stays strapped to him. Heâs smiling. I wonder if heâs teasing me.
âWait a second, thereâs no way theyâd ask anything like that. Itâs a multiple-choice questionnaire. What kind of a question is that anyway?â
âThe only kind I like. A question that reveals more than the obvious. First, you had a great answer.â than the obvious. First, you I blush. âJust a fluke.â
He shakes his head. âIâve always noticed that about you. You see things that a lot of other people donât.â He picks up his bag as if aware of some cue Iâve missed. âMost of Shiraâs friends wouldnât have had any idea.â
I want to assure him that I am nothing like a lot of Shiraâs friends, but the army transport pulls up. There is a commotion of kisses, hugs, and duffel bags being thrown into the belly of the bus.
I stand awkwardly. I donât belong in this crowd thatâs being left behind, and yet, just like them with their own soldiers, I wish Noah didnât have to go yet. Our conversation has just started. There are more things I want to ask himâand want him to ask me. Weâve never had time alone together.
âWhen will you be back?â
âOn leave?â He frowns. âTwo weeks. When will I be back as a civilian? Another year.â
As Iâm standing with my arms across my chest to keep warm, Noah leans over and slides his hand around my waist. I tilt my head up, surprised by this moveâand definitely not expecting what follows.
The touch of his lips on mine sends a shiver right through me.
âYouâll do fine,â he says. âJust be yourself, Abigail Jacobs.â He hops onto the bus, then turns. âYouâve got nothing to be worried about.â
âThanks.â My voice is barely above a whisper. My heart is thumping so hard I canât catch