her away so they could fight without worrying she was listening, but she was so happy to be away from it all that she didnât care. It was a good summer. Nobody made her do things or asked her to take sides. They just let her be. That was the year her aunt Jill started treating her like a grown-up, asking her opinion on things. Like how Joely thought Jill should get her hair cut, and whether Jill should buy the blue dress hanging in the window of the only clothes shop in the main street. Joely loved hanging around her aunt. She laughed all the time and wrapped Joely in hugs that lasted longer than any hugs sheâd ever had before. And she always smelt like baked goods: bread or scones or something sweet. Joelyâs mum never smelt like that.
Ever since then, her mum has let her go alone for a week each summer. Really it suited her mum because she had to go interstate for a conference and preferred Joely being with family rather than staying in the city on her own.
Thereâs a bump as Frankieâs head hits the window. She slumps down and Joely realises sheâs asleep. Somehow Frankieâs managed to tuck her book close to her, so even when sheâs sleeping Joely still canât see what sheâs reading. Frankie can sleep anywhere. She says itâs because she stays up late studying, but Joely thinks she stays up wondering where her mum is and if sheâs okay.
Joely watches Frankie sleep, her mouth slightly open, her face relaxed. Sheâs never seen anyone quite so beautiful. Not up close. She knows thatâs why the other girls at school donât like Frankie. Theyâre jealous of her perfect skin and her long brown hair and those brown eyes that make boys forget what they were doing. She just looks right, even when sheâs asleep, dribbling with her head banging against a window.
Staring at Frankie, Joely feels panicked for a second. Sheâs been imagining seeing the boy with the suntan all year and her skin prickles at the thought of not talking to him again this time. What ifs are rushing around her head. What if heâs moved away? What if he sees Frankie first? The thoughts make her nervous. She shouldâve thought about it more. Thatâs the thing about being friends with Frankie. It makes her do things sheâd normally be too cautious to consider. Like spontaneously inviting Frankie on a weekâs holiday to her aunt and uncleâs farm in Payne because she was desperate for Frankie to explain the rumour Joely had heard at school. But even after Joely invited her, and even after Frankie said yes, her best friend still didnât tell her what she had apparently done with Jamie Marks in the gym at school. It hurt to think Frankie didnât consider she was up to hearing all the gory stuff about boys. Sheâd even invented a few stories about things sheâd done herself, but Frankie didnât confess anything in return.
Joely reminds herself that Frankieâs her best friend and remembers how her skin tingled when Frankie agreed to come. She couldnât believe anyone could make such a quick decision. Joely would have thought about it for a few days, changed her mind a couple of times, then persuaded her mum to let her go and, only then, said yes. But sheâd probably still worry about her decision for weeks wondering if it were too late to back out. But Frankie didnât even think twice.
Chapter 3
Frankie opens her eyes. The trainâs passing a small dam. She wonders if the drought has dried it out because itâs just a cracked circle with a tiny puddle of water dotting the centre.
âGood sleep?â says Joely.
âI didnât sleep.â Frankie wipes away the dried spit around her mouth.
Joely smiles.
âTell me again about Payne,â yawns Frankie. She slides her book into her bag and fixes her sunglasses on her head.
âThereâs not much to tell,â says Joely. âItâs a small town.