sheâd immersed herself in a circle of acquaintance whose credo was that the purpose of life is to experience sensual pleasure; and although there were moments when her existence among them had seemed hollow, when the shallowness of their pastimes had made her want to scream with frustration, sheâd never once tried to extricate herself. They were, after all, the only friends she had. And it had amused and secretly pleased her that among them sheâd been considered almost a bluestocking.
She dragged her attention back to her aunt, who was explaining with brittle, insincere sympathy why it would be impossible for Cass to become a lady-in-waiting in a respectable household. âIâm afraid genteel people wonât want to employ the daughter of a man whoâs just been executed for trying to assassinate the king. The scandal is too fresh now, at any rate; and for all we know, it may never wear off. Society is more rigid here than in Paris, Cassandra. And speaking of that, I was chatting last week with Mrs. Rutherford, whose mother-in-law is Lady Helen Spencer, and whose great-nephew by marriage is a viscount, and she mentioned to meâin confidence, and in a spirit of genuine caring, I assure youâthat there were certainâ rumors that seem to have followed you from Paris.â
âFollowed me ?â Cass winced, hoping her aunt had missed the inference of her emphasis. Lady Sinclairâs love affairs, which were numerous and always conducted with discretion, were not a subject that had ever been broached between them.
âIâm afraid so,â she confirmed, unheeding. âOh, you neednât tell me your behavior was always perfectly innocent! As your guardian, Iâve tried to make certain that not the slightest hint of impropriety ever attached to your name.â
At this Cassandra had to look away, it was so absurd. For twelve years Lady Sinclair had made a staunch practice of ignoring her niece as thoroughly as she possibly could.
âBut as youâll learn as you get older, once a scandal like this starts thereâs almost nothing that can stop it, no matter how false or unfair it may be.â
âWhat scandal?â
âWell, my dear, thereâs talk of an improper liaison between you and the Comte de Beauvois, for one thing.â
Cass put her head back against the sofa and closed her eyes.
âAnd then there was that unfortunate episode of the fountain in the Tuileries.â
Her eyes opened and she stared incredulously. âCan you possibly be serious?â
âI am in deadly earnest. What may have been youthful high spirits or a tiny, indiscreet moment in Paris will not be viewed in such a liberal light over here. Especially when youâre already laboring under the handicap of your fatherâs notoriety. The unpalatable truth is that, apart from marriage, there really are no respectable alternatives for you.â
You mean for you, Cass thought with helpless, ice-cold anger, carefully unclenching her hands. Thatâs what this âlittle talkâ was about, after all. Cassâs continued presence in her household was a social embarrassment Lady Sinclair couldnât endure, especially now that there was no longer any financial incentive to mitigate the shame. The blatant hypocrisy galled her, made her want to shout denunciations into Aunt Bethâs haughty face. Instead she closed her eyes and said nothing.
She heard the watchman pass in the street below. âPast eleven oâclock, a fine night, and allâs well!â
Her head had started to ache; she massaged her temples tiredly, watching the quick, nervous tapping of her auntâs toe beneath the hem of her skirt. So more was coming.
âOf course, if you truly despise Mr. Frane and are determined not to have himâ¦â Aunt Beth cleared her throat. âWeâre women, we can discuss these things freely, I hope. It would be silly to pretend