blurted out, âI didnât get in anywhere, either!â
It was just easier that way than telling the truth, and having someone get their feelings hurt. Even though my lie made J.P. turn pale and swallow resolutely and put his armaround me, and say, âItâs all right, Mia. Weâll get through this. Somehow.â
So, yes. I suck.
But it wasnât like my lie was all that unbelievable. With my math SAT score? I shouldnât have gotten in anywhere.
And, honestly? How can I tell anyone the truth now ? I canât. I just canât.
Dr. K says this is the cowardly way of dealing with things. He says that Iâm a brave woman, just like Eleanor Roosevelt and Princess Amelie, and that I can easily surmount these obstacles (such as having lied to everyone).
But there are just ten more days of school to go! Anyone can fake anything for ten days. Grandmèreâs faked having eyebrows for the entire time Iâve known herâ
Mia! Youâre writing in your journal! I havenât seen you do that in ages !
Oh. Hi, Tina. Yeah. Well, yeah, I told you. I was busy with my senior project.
Iâll say. Youâve been working on it for the past two years , almost! I had no idea the history of Genovian olive oil pressing was that fascinating.
It is, believe me! As the main export of Genovia, olive oil and its manufacture is an extremely interesting subject.
I canât believe myself. Listen to me! How sad can I sound??? As the main export of Genovia, olive oil and its manufacture is an extremely interesting subject ?
If only Tina knew what my book was really about! Tina would die if she knew Iâd written a four-hundred-page historical romanceâ¦Tina adores romances!
But I canât tell her. I mean, it obviously isnât any good if I canât get it published.
If only she had asked to read itâ¦but whoâd want to read about olive oil and its manufacture?
Okay, well, one person.
But he was just being nice. Honestly. Thatâs the only reason.
And I canât actually send him a copy. Because then heâll see what itâs really about.
And Iâll die.
Mia. Are you all right?
Of course! Why do you ask?
I donât know. Because youâve been acting sort ofâ¦funny the closer weâve gotten to graduation. And as your best friend, I just thought Iâd ask. I know you didnât get into any of the colleges you applied to, but surely your dad can pull a few strings, right? I mean, heâs still a princeânot to mention, soon to be the prime minister! Well, hopefully. Heâs sure to beat that jerk, Prince René. I just know your dad could get you into NYUâ¦and then we could be roomies!
Wellâ¦weâll see! Iâm trying not to worry about it too much.
You? Not worry? Iâm surprised you havenât had your nose stuck in that journal for the past six months. Anyway, whatâs this Lana tells me about you not wanting to go prom dress shopping with us this afternoon? She says youâre going to J.P.âs play rehearsal?
Wow, news travels fast around this place. I guess I shouldnât be surprised. Itâs not like any of us seniors is actually going to do any work the last two weeks of school.
Uh-huh. Gotta support my man!
Right. Except didnât J.P. forbid you from attending all rehearsals of his play, because he wants you to be completely surprised by the show when you see it opening night? Soâ¦whatâs really going on, Mia?
Great. Dr. K was right. Itâs all blowing up in my face. Or starting to, at least.
Well, all right. If Iâm going to start telling people the truth I might as well begin with Tinaâ¦sweet, nonjudgmental, always-there-for-me Tina, my best friend and total confidante.
Right?
Actually, Iâm not sure Iâm going to the prom.
WHAT? Why? Mia, are you taking some kind of feminist stand against dances? Did Lilly put you up to this? I thought you guys still