Forever Girl Read Free Page B

before it’s bedtime.
    “I love you, momma.” He says as he cuddles in close to me.
    “I love you to the moon and back baby boy.”
     
    “When you brushed your teeth did you sing the alphabet song twice in your minds?” I ask as they were getting into bed.
    “Yes momma.” The both answer.
    I get them tucked into their beds and give each a cuddle. I tell them to sleep tight and I love them. I turn off the main light. They have their night lights on to see if they have to get up in the middle of the night. They’re both yawning and tell me they love me as I’m shutting their door.
     
     
        I grab my pajamas and robe and make my way into the bathroom. All I want to do is go crawl into my bed. I know if I don’t shower now I won’t have time to in the morning. I wash my hair and put conditioner in. I grab my body wash and loofah. I start washing my arms and stomach. As the loofah rubs against my nipples I feel a tingling in my clit. I rub the loofah down my stomach. I make my way down to the lips of my pussy. I start to rub my clit and drop the loofah and start using my fingers. I touch my sensitive nerve and it shoots pleasure throughout my body. I start to rub my throbbing clit and dip my fingers into my pussy. My mind goes back into time. I start picturing him touching himself knowing I’m watching. A moan leaves my throat. I picture him standing behind me. It’s his fingers doing the rubbing while he uses his other hand to finger fuck me. As I cum I remember that I’m in my bathroom. He left me without a backward glance. He unknowingly left the twins also. I shouldn’t be imaging him when I pleasure myself. I have to remind myself that I hate him even if I really don’t. I can’t say I blame him for taking off after I gave him my virginity. I remember the conversation that Pete had with Ali about giving her pussy away and he wasn’t going to turn it down. I was stupid thinking Dean loved me and I was his forever girl. I was a naive child thinking I found my true love at sixteen years old. I rinse my hair and body and get out of the shower. I stand in front of the mirror as I dry off and look at myself. I look myself in the eyes and tell my reflection that I’m beautiful, smart, kind, loving, and deserve the best this world has to offer. I nod my head at myself. I brush my hair, my teeth, and put my pajamas and robe on and go to my room. I’m laying in bed and I thinking about the to do list for tomorrow. The twins have an appointment. I remember that I have to send a note to school. I’m so glad that they’re both healthy and we don’t see the doctor often.
     
     
        I’m walking into work the next morning when I see Quinn. I try to discretely get to my office without him noticing.
    “Come in.” I say but he has the door open before the words are out of my mouth completely.
    He’s a good looking man with black hair that’s styled in a faux hawk. He has piercing blue eyes that have made many women drop their panties for him. He’s 6’3 and lean but defined in a way I’ve always found attractive. He steps in and shuts the door behind him. He takes a seat in the chair directly in front of my desk. He sits back in the chair like this is his office and not mine. I’m getting a little aggravated with his presence already.
    “What can I do for you Quinn?”
    “I wanted to know if you wanted to have dinner with me on Thursday?”
    “For the last time Quinn my answer is No.”
    “You’ll say yes at some point.” He gets a look in his eyes but it disappears just as quick.
    “Why don’t you hold your breath until then.” He gives a short laugh like what I’m saying is funny.
    “Why do you always say no.” He asks me like he really doesn’t know.
    “There’s a long list as to why I always say no. The first two reasons are my children.”
    “I know your children and they know me. What’s the big deal?”
    I use the voice I use with my children so that they know I’m