eyes.
He shuffled to the chair by the window and sank down in it. His throat was going to pop. His throat was going to pop on account of a niggerâa damn nigger that patted him on the back and called him âold-timer.â Him that knew such as that couldnât be. Him that had come from a good place. A good place. A place where such as that couldnât be. His eyes felt strange in their sockets, They were swelling in them and in a minute there wouldnât be any room left for them there. He was trapped in this place where niggers could call you âold-timer.â He wouldnât be trapped. He wouldnât be. He rolled his head on the back of the chair to stretch his neck that was too full.
A man was looking at him. A man was in the window across the alley looking straight at him. The man was watching him cry. That was where the geranium was supposed to be and it was a man in his undershirt, watching him cry, waiting to watch his throat pop. Old Dudley looked back at the man. It was supposed to be the geranium. The geranium belonged there, not the man. âWhere is the geranium?â he called out of his tight throat.
âWhat you cryinâ for?â the man asked. âI ainât never seen a man cry like that.â
âWhere is the geranium?â Old Dudley quavered. âIt ought to be there. Not you.â
âThis is my window,â the man said. âI got a right to set here if I want to.â
âWhere is it?â Old Dudley shrilled. There was just a little room left in his throat.
âIt fell off if itâs any of your business,â the man said.
Old Dudley got up and peered over the window ledge. Down in the alley, way six floors down, he could see a cracked flower pot scattered over a spray of dirt and something pink sticking out of a green paper bow. It was down six floors. Smashed down six floors.
Old Dudley looked at the man who was chewing gum and waiting to see the throat pop. âYou shouldnât have put it so near the ledge,â he murmured. âWhy donât you pick it up?â
âWhy donât you, pop?â
Old Dudley stared at the man who was where the geranium should have been.
He would. Heâd go down and pick it up. Heâd put it in his own window and look at it all day if he wanted to. He turned from the window and left the room. He walked slowly down the dog run and got to the steps. The steps dropped down like a deep wound in the floor. They opened up through a gap like a cavern and went down and down. And he had gone up them a little behind the nigger. And the nigger had pulled him up on his feet and kept his arm in his and gone up the steps with him and said he hunted deer, âold-timer,â and seen him holding a gun that wasnât there and sitting on the steps like a child. He had shiny tan shoes and he was trying not to laugh and the whole business was laughing. Thereâd probably be niggers with black flecks in their socks on every step, pulling down their mouths so as not to laugh. The steps dropped down and down. He wouldnât go down and have niggers pattinâ him on the back. He went back to the room and the window and looked down at the geranium.
The man was sitting over where it should have been. âI ainât seen you pickinâ it up,â he said.
Old Dudley stared at the man.
âI seen you before,â the man said. âI seen you settinâ in that old chair every day, starinâ out the window, looking in my apartment. What I do in my apartment is my business, see? I donât like people looking at what I do.â
It was at the bottom of the alley with its roots in the air.
âI only tell people once,â the man said and left the window.
The Barber
It is trying on liberals in Dilton.
After the Democratic White Primary, Rayber changed his barber. Three weeks before it, while he was shaving him, the barber asked, âWho you gonna vote