heard about that album release party The Game is supposed to be throwing this weekend?â she said, after I read yet another one of Toddâs acceptance letters aloud.
âYeah,â Todd said, changing the subject. âItâs supposed to be crackinâ.â
âSpeaking of parties,â I said. âEver since that party the other week, Iâve been having this crazy dream.â
âWhat kind of dream, blood?â he asked.
âItâs kind of hard to explain. But it always starts out with me walking down this long hallway. Some dude is walking in front of me.â
âWho?â he asked.
âI donât know. I can never make out his face. Anyway, I finally get to this room that Iâm about to go into, and smoke is coming from under the door. For some reason, I go in anyway. Then this girl opens the doorââ
âWhat girl?â Keisha asked, arching her eyebrows and folding her arms.
âI donât know. I can never make her face out.â
âIâm gonna need to know these things, J.D.,â she said with an attitude.
âAnyway, that ainât even important. Like I was saying, as soon as the door swings open, I hear a gunshot.â
âThen what?â Todd asked, as if he were waiting for the punch line.
âNothing. Then the dream is over.â
âYou been sleeping with a night-light?â he asked jokingly.
âCâmon, blood, Iâm serious.â
âYou need to quit watching all them Freddie Kruger reruns on the USA channel.â
âYouâre probably just reliving what happened at that party, boo,â Keisha said.
âNah, Keesh, Iâm telling you, this dream is different.â
âDidnât the doctor say you were going to go through posttraumatic stress?â she asked.
âI donât know. All I know is that I keep having this damn dream. I need to do something to take my mind off of it. Let me open up my couple little letters and see what Iâm working with,â I said, turning toward Keisha. âPass me those envelopes over there on that chair please, boo.â
âWhatâs all this crap?â she asked.
âThey call that mail, baby.â
âDuh,â she said, rolling her eyes. âWhy you always gotta be so damn sarcastic all the time? I was talking about these Jehovahâs Witnesses leaflets and this restaurant coupon book.â
âI donât know. I didnât sift through everything. I was in a rush. I just grabbed what was in the mailbox and bounced. Hereâs something with my name on it, though,â I said, opening a white envelope.
It was from my aunt Sonya. A couple of weeks ago, my mom told me that the company her fiancé works for had its stock go public or something like that, and they went from broke to multihundred thousandaires overnight. When I saw her name on the envelope, my eyes lit up. They immediately drooped back to size when I focused on the other letter addressed to me. It was from University of Atlantaâmy last hope. I figured I might as well take the good news first, so I tore into the letter from my aunt Sonya. I stood the card right side up and gave it a shake to loosen the dough. Nothing fell out. I re-checked the front of the envelope to make sure I had the right aunt. Yep, it was her all right, but no dough. The card said something about âall of her blessingsâ and âbest wishes.â Ironically, a brotha sure did wish she couldâve blessed me with some of that bread.
âDamn, thatâs cold,â Keisha said. âShe couldâve sent a brotha a little sumptinâ sumptinâ.â
âFor real, blood,â Todd added, with a snicker. âThatâs no bueno.â
âYouâve still got one more letter here with your name on it,â Keisha said, reaching for it. âAnd hey, look, itâs from University of Atlanta. Why are they sending you