put his arm around her, she leaned against him and wiped her eyes on his shirt.
âIâm going to take her to the hospital,â he said. âAnneâs mother says you can stay with them tonight. Okay?â
âItâsââ Nita was going to say, not okay. She didnât like to stay overnight at other peopleâs houses, even Anneâs. But Dad looked so worried that she heard herself say, âOkay. Can they ⦠can the hospital get her to feel better?â
âThey have some different medication, they have things they can try.â
âBut why wonât she talk?â
âShe canât,â said Dad.
âIs there something the matter with her throat?â Nita asked.
âNo.â
âThen she can talk.â
âShe canât.â Dad spread his hands out by his sides, as if he didnât know what to do. âNita, I know youâre upset. But remember, Momâs had a hard life, and I think her trip reminded her of some sad things.â
Nita did remember one of Momâs stories. A story told long ago, in whispers, of a long escape through the trees, a dark night, and a hunt. Soldiers hunting her motherâs family, who ran and ran through the jungle.
But now, Mom wouldnât even tell stories. She was like a clock not workingârunning down, ticking slower and slower, and finally not working. As if the whole world could just stop. Somehow, Nita felt if Mom would say one word, only one word, the world wouldnât stop. But Mom couldnât.
âPack some stuff,â Dad said. âMarian is coming to get you. Iâll call you tomorrow.â
Heâs not looking at me, thought Nita. All he thinks about is her, her, her. Or maybe ⦠heâs afraid, too? That was the worst thought of all.
Dad gave her another hug, but she could hardly hug him back. Headlights swept the lawn in front of the lighthouse. âHere they are. Get your toothbrush.â
Nita hurried into her bedroom and threw some stuff in her duffel bag. Pajamas. Her old stuffed cat. Her school bag and her special pen with a tiny Mayflower that sailed back and forth in a capsule of fluid. She put on her earmuffs.
As she went to the front door, she looked back and saw Dad sitting on the edge of Momâs bed. He sat very still, and he didnât turn his head to see Nita leave. She made her way down the path by the flashing lighthouse beam that made things look white and then dark, white and then dark.
Anne gave Nita a scared look when she got into the warm car, but Anneâs mother just acted normal.
âGet your skates,â said Mrs. S. âOur pond is perfect at the moment, and weâre going to go skating by moonlight.â
âTonight?â said Anne and Nita at the same moment.
âTonight.â
Nita smiled thankfully at the back of Mrs. Stillwaterâs head. She climbed out of the car, went up the slippery path again, and took her skates off the hook by the entryway. She took a last look at her parents through the little window beside the inside door. They hadnât moved.
In the car, Anne bounced on the seat. âNight skating!â she said.
Four
P ONDS DIDNâT STAY frozen very long in Maushopeâs Landing, and tonight there was a moon, but it was also a school night, and even the lively Stillwaters didnât usually let you go out then.
The car went over the hill to High Street. âIâll be right back with some cocoa,â said Mrs. S. She went into the house.
âI didnât even know we were going,â said Anne. âI think she just thought of it to cheer you up.â They got Anneâs skates from the bench in her front hall and went back outside.
The moon was out, riding across the sky behind tattered shreds of cloud. The white blanket of snow in the yard glittered in the moonlight.
When the girls slid down to the pond in back of the house, they saw that the ice was perfect,