â and we definitely werenât looking for him. Weâd spent most of our summer trying to avoid him. Nobody believed that, of course. All the articles said that we jumped him, and people just assumed it was true. The thing is, Vancouver really only has two newspapers. Thereâs a few other little papers, but the Sun and the Province are the main ones â and theyâre both equally shitty. The Sun described Chris as âa cruel adolescent with a penchant for violenceâ. Whoever wrote that is a total fucking idiot. Cruel? Cruel is about the last word Iâd use to describe Chris.
Take that camp trip. We went on this camp trip with all the kids in our grade. The first night, some dickheads managed to snare a raccoon that had been digging in the food bin. Everybody heard the commotion and came out to watch. The guys strung the thing from a tree and started spearing it with sticks. It was pretty sickening. The campsite was lit up with tiki torches, and the circle of flickering faces reminded me of that film weâd watched in English class â the one about kids killing pigs on a desert island. Their spears punched in and out of the raccoonâs belly, making these wet, meaty sounds. You could smell the blood. It was everywhere: all over the raccoon, all over the forest floor. That was bad enough, but the screaming was even worse. Iâd never heard an animal scream before. It was fucked. After a while, the guys wore themselves out. They stood around, holding their spears and talking about how tough they all were. Meanwhile, the animal just hung there, mewling like a kitten.
âYou better kill it,â Chris told them.
âHuh?â
âYou canât leave it like that. Finish it.â
The guys looked at the raccoon, twisting and turning on the rope. They shuffled their feet and glanced at each other, hoping somebody else would want to do it. Nobody did.
Chris pulled out his pocket knife, the one his dad had given him, and walked over to the animal. Holding it behind the head he pointed its nose towards the sky. Then he slashed it across the throat. Blood spurted out, black and shiny in the torchlight, and coated his hand. The raccoon stopped moving and didnât make a sound. Of course, after that everybody in the grade was talking about how Chris had killed a raccoon.
When his old man died, Chris lived with us for a while. His mom had always been a bit of a booze-hound and it only got worse after that. She was too messed up to look after him so he stayed at our house. My dad was cool about it. He rented us restricted movies, played street hockey with us in the driveway, and even took us paintballing a few times. I mean, my dadâs not actually cool, but he at least tried to think of cool stuff for us to do. Eventually things settled down at Chrisâs house and he went home. For a few months, though, it had been like my dad was a dad to the both of us.
Chrisâs death hit him pretty hard, too.
âI donât know how he could just punch a cop like that.â
âIt didnât happen like they say.â
But he knew that â Iâd told him already.
âDid he punch the cop?â
âSure, a bunch of times.â
We were sitting in the living room. My dad was holding the Province up close to his face, staring at the article as if it was written in some kind of secret code. He had a tall-boy of German beer in one hand. Iâm pretty sure he was hammered. He hardly ever gets hammered in front of me but the day after Chrisâs death was an exception.
âYou canât just hit a cop.â
âBates started it.â
âThat doesnât matter,â he said. âAs soon as you do that, youâre crossing a line.â
It really bothered him. He couldnât get over it. The way he talked, youâd think knocking out a cop had killed Chris â not driving into a blockade at a hundred miles an hour. I guess itâs